As promised here is my story, I still can't stop crying and thanking God. I just copied and pasted this from my FB page which is why it says today.
Today I experienced the worst few minutes of my life. I sent Triniti off with my friend, Triniti's BFF and another friend for a girls day out shopping and lunch. About an hour later I received a call from my friend crying hysterically saying there was an accident. I asked her if my baby and everybody was ok but she just cried and cried. I started yelling telling her to tell me my child is ok but all she did was cry hysterically and telling me I was making her nervous. At that time my husband came to the door asking what happened. I just gave him the phone because my friend never reassured me that my baby was ok and I was freaking out, I was terrified to hear what she would say once she finally collected herself. My husband went back outside to talk and I collapsed to my knees near the door and just started praying. When I was done I went back to the door just to search Rory's face for signs my baby/everyone was ok. He looked at me and shook his head YES. THANK YOU JESUS!!! I felt for what seemed like an eternity that my baby was gone...I never want to feel like this ever, ever again.
UNDERSTAND THIS:
If you ever have to tell another person that there was a car accident or any other type of incident where someone could be seriously injured or killed but they weren't, PLEASE first and foremost assure that person that everyone and specifically their loved one is just fine and if you are too upset, leave that task to someone else. Say something like this: everybody is just fine, don't worry but.... By the way, my friend never calmed down enough to tell us anything. The fireman on the scene took her phone and reassured Rory that all was well and there were just a few scrapes, bruises and a bloody lip between the four of them. I'm thankful tonight that my friend and the girls are doing fine. So tonight my baby gets anything she wants. She even tried to juice me for an iPhone...ummm, I don't think so baby girl but mommy love you dearly so instead you can watch the Disney Channel until you pass out! She is so happy to be home. She said, "I'm just happy to be home where I feel safe". She could never imagine just how happy I am.
I'm still haunted with the thought of what might have been and can't seem to shake that feeling. I keep asking God to remove it from my mind and heart because it makes me cry all over again. Today was the first time my daughter has left my sight since Saturday evening, I can't wait to pick her up from school today. I hug and kiss her more, I watch her sleep and kiss her some more and tell her how much I love her more which should be impossible because this is what we do all day anyway. This was one nightmare i'm blessed to have wakened from.