Thank you dear
I have to confess that I really love my texlaxed curls. They are much more defined and less frizzy. I cannot completely rule out going back to texlaxing in the future but I want to give my natural hair a chance. Even though I was natural for most of my life, I never let it curl. It was always stretched. I didn't even know I had curls.
From observing my roots and my twa I know that my natural curls are very tight and frizzy but I still hope that there will be a breakthrough and I will learn how to wear them defined and juicy. I have occasionally had good results in the past but they were not consistent. Also Design Essentials changed the formula of their Creme Gel
Anyways I also want to walk away from texlaxing because it is easy to accidentally get straight results by overlapping the relaxer, specially at my crown which is already less curly, and I don't want straight hair. Also I hate the multiple demarcation lines. My hair tends to snag at them and tangle up or break. My natural hair used to be very easy to detangle and to deal with in general. My natural strands are also stronger and more resilient than my relaxed hair.
At this moment I don't know what I like about my hair. I try to think about the positive things but all that comes to mind is that it's very thin, very frizzy and the curl pattern is a mess. I think what I like the most is the
hope. The hope that I will be able to keep this level of density and avoid further thinning, that I will be able to grow it long (to hang at waist level) with a reasonable hem line, and that I will be able to find the correct products to control my natural coils. My dream coils look like those of
@OhTall1 and
@Sharpened