sakarikassan
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Ok. ladies this is a lengthy one(lol). okay so there's this guy that i've known for about 5 years now. i thought that he was a really good friend of mine, actually i thought he was my best guy friend. he met this girl in 2006 and 'fell in love', the worse part is that it was around the same time i 'fell in love' with him. well needless to say, he decided that she was who he wanted to be with, never mind that fact that he talked about how bad she treated, and how nasty her disposition was. a few examples of this female's behavior(he bought her a $200 brandname purse that she threw in his face because she wanted a more expensive one, during one of the many times she dumped him, she became 'engaged' to another man, she had my 'friend' paying for her hair, nails and trips, while her and her fiance' were saving their money for their wedding(seems the fiance' was pretty wise-he got out while he could), of course after this she decided that she wanted my 'friend' back, he's told me about times that she's left him standing at her front door(even out in the rain) and she was home!) just a few examples, like i said.
but it's not about here. here's where i would like you ladies opinions. okay in 2006, when i first told him how i felt about him, he alienated me for close to a year, no calls, no texts, no nothing. then somehow we came back into each other's lives(at the time she had dumped him again) and it was okay up until the beginning of this year. i just couldn't shake my feelings for him(i truly did love him unconditionally) and so i just told him how i really truly felt this time and decided that if he couldn't deal with it, that was on him, but i was going to set myself free. now mind you around this time, he claimed that him and the female were no longer together, and i came to find out that she indeed was back in the picture. which for me, better explained his nasty behavior. it became clear to me that it wasn't so much of what i told him, it was because he was seeing her again, and felt guilty about not revealing it to me. i'm not sure if he didnt tell me due to embarrasment or stupidity, but both are understandable. needless to say, it didn't go well. he said some very hurtful things to me(even that he hated me). it took me some time, but now i'm over him, i've moved on with my life. but now he's come back wanting to be in my life again(of course she's dumped him again). thus far i've pretty much shunned him, his calls, and his texts. he sends messages "i love you very much" now, i admit there was a time, i'd fall for those messages, but i'm just not at that point anymore. i'm no longer up to having the position of being the 'safety net' or 'the shoulder to lean on'. but it's like at the same time i'm struggling with this spiritually. it's like i've forgiven him for how he treated me, but at the same time, i want nothing to do with him because i feel like time he either finds someone else, or gets back with her again, it's the sidelines for me again. and it's like he wants to come back in my life as if nothing ever took place. and i just can't seem to pull myself up to that. why do men do this?? they want to try and have something with worst women, then when they get tired of the 'craziness', they want to crawl back to the sensible women. what is up with that??
am i wrong?? would you deal with him again if you were in this position?
but it's not about here. here's where i would like you ladies opinions. okay in 2006, when i first told him how i felt about him, he alienated me for close to a year, no calls, no texts, no nothing. then somehow we came back into each other's lives(at the time she had dumped him again) and it was okay up until the beginning of this year. i just couldn't shake my feelings for him(i truly did love him unconditionally) and so i just told him how i really truly felt this time and decided that if he couldn't deal with it, that was on him, but i was going to set myself free. now mind you around this time, he claimed that him and the female were no longer together, and i came to find out that she indeed was back in the picture. which for me, better explained his nasty behavior. it became clear to me that it wasn't so much of what i told him, it was because he was seeing her again, and felt guilty about not revealing it to me. i'm not sure if he didnt tell me due to embarrasment or stupidity, but both are understandable. needless to say, it didn't go well. he said some very hurtful things to me(even that he hated me). it took me some time, but now i'm over him, i've moved on with my life. but now he's come back wanting to be in my life again(of course she's dumped him again). thus far i've pretty much shunned him, his calls, and his texts. he sends messages "i love you very much" now, i admit there was a time, i'd fall for those messages, but i'm just not at that point anymore. i'm no longer up to having the position of being the 'safety net' or 'the shoulder to lean on'. but it's like at the same time i'm struggling with this spiritually. it's like i've forgiven him for how he treated me, but at the same time, i want nothing to do with him because i feel like time he either finds someone else, or gets back with her again, it's the sidelines for me again. and it's like he wants to come back in my life as if nothing ever took place. and i just can't seem to pull myself up to that. why do men do this?? they want to try and have something with worst women, then when they get tired of the 'craziness', they want to crawl back to the sensible women. what is up with that??
am i wrong?? would you deal with him again if you were in this position?