*sigh*.
You are STILL trying to make an issue out of my question to you. I suspect it's because you know you and others were wrong about some things said in this thread. Don't worry about my response to your question about whether I'm in Christ. Worry about the fact that we have Christians who don't realize that God uses anyone and everyone to accomplish things. If we see someone doing good, even if they are living a life of sin, respect that they are still using HIS money for a good cause. I'm sure someone in this thread would be making all kinds of nasty remarks about Diddy giving money to save that club in Harlem. If you ever wonder why so many people look at Christians with suspicion and disdain, the sentiments in this thread should be a starting point. So yes, something you said touched a nerve but it's not what YOU think. It's the willingness to put down those who help others, even if their heart is not totally in Christ. It's still a start. And a good one. And with the right influnce they could easily be swayed to turn their life around. But it won't happen if they are met with sanctimonious Christians who look down on them.
I am concerned for you because I sense great pain from your posts. Please don't let Satan take advantage of what you're feeling.
I'm going to pray about that demon of agressiveness that seems to have taken hold of you. Seriously, I've seen you around other threads as well and it's always "a defensive rebutal" That's not a good way to get your point across. If you have to argue about everything under the sun, then what are you actually joyful about? If you don't agree with something, agree to disagree and move on. I hope you don't drive yourself into a heart attack or a stroke because of the added stress from arguing.
Think about this, what if God was asking the questions I have asked you? Would you get defensive with an attitude with him? Consider it an honor to be asked "if you're a Christian" "if your Saved" "if your in Christ". That should be a great honor because obviously they may see something in you that God is allowing them to learn from. If you continue to close that door, you may close it for good and miss a blessing for yourself and that person.
Lets look at what the word of God said here:
Matt 11:28-30
28Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
29Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
30For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
1 Peter 5:7
7Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.
Psalm 55:22
22Cast thy burden upon the LORD, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.
John 16:33
33These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.
Proverbs 3:5
Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
Isaiah 40:31
31But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
These scriptures I have posted is from the Lord to us to provide encouragment, comfort, and peace within us. We're going to have heartache, pain, suffering, sickness, tribulations, etc. However, we should also be secure enough in the Lord to always with a doubt trust him with the things that are bothering us, including any strife or anger you may feel.
Please talk to the Lord about what's going on with you. If you're doing it, great, continue to do so. Seek him whenever you feel yourself about to lash out. I'm a living witness that he can help with the strong tempers that we as humans have. As I'm typing this to you, I'm also typing this to myself, because I also have a long way to go in my journey with the Lord.
Take care and I'll keep you in my prayers.