Hey!
We all feel you on the trim. Sometimes it is a hard pill to swallow. In the end you will feel better. Esp. when you know deep within that you were not happy. When I constantly keep looking at my ends, I just know they have to go. I simply cant enjoy my hair knowing that I personally feel I need a trim.
After the next relaxer you will be so pleased. Also, you will begin to enjoy the bluntness of your beautiful ends. I agree with HighlyFavored, the trim made you hair look much healthier.
Good Luck with your Journey - You will be at brastrap in no time -- and when you get there, you wont have to worry about an evening out trim cause you already took care of it!