Innocent_Kiss
Well-Known Member
I am SOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED LADIES!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOODNESS! GOD IS SOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOD! Okay, last year, around this time, infact, I was going through some things. Had an abortion, wasn't married, only 20 years old. I knew what I did was wrong, and it hurt me to the core, but you know how it is to be IN LOVE. I had the sweetest boyfriend in the world. Good work ethic, loving, etc I had been dished so many dogs, I had to "keep" him. So a year later, here we are, and I am, again, convicted. This time, not because of something I did, but inspite of. I needed direction and yearned for a personal relationship with God. I told my boyfriend I was ready to practice abstinence and he totally rejected it. Make a long story short, I sat him down and told him to either walk with in my pursuit or leave me alone. He said "I'll be honest, I can't do this" started to get dressed and LEFT! I immediately burst into tears. I was so hurt. I called up my aunt and told her, she prayed with me and assured me that God is pleased with me, and if my bf is my soulmate, he'll deal with him. Any other time, I would have went on ahead and had sex with him. My testimony is God can TRULY REMOVE BITTER CUPS FROM YOUR MOUTH! I have the desire to have sex. Two businesses, full time pre-law student,..physically, it's a stress reliever, but ultimately unpleasing to God. God helped me to overcome something I've been fighting for so long. Just remember to Seek ye FIRST, the Kingdom of God, and his righteousness, and ALL THESE THINGS SHALL BE ADDED UNTO YOU. So, seek God, and business, school, relationships..will seamlessly fall into place.
God bless you all and thanks so much for keeping me in your prayers!
God bless you all and thanks so much for keeping me in your prayers!