Innocent_Kiss
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First, let me say how happy I am that I have a community of beautiful women to come to when I have hurdles in my spirit life. I love you all!!! Really! I recently posted about some things I was facing in my life and how I believed God was calling me. I yearn for a personal relationship with God, not a filtered familiarity through my parents. So, in seeking God, I knew one of the things I'd have to stop doing is having pre-marital sex. I've been with my SO for about a year and a half now. We've had sex the entire time. After I told him, he said I was making an excuse to break up with him and trying to play games with him. Huh? He sounds like he's never crossed the threshold of a church before. So, I thought to myself, "I know his grandma will explain to him what I'm saying." So I asked him to have his grandmother call me. I asked her if she believed you should wait until you are married to have sex. **are you ladies sitting down???** SHE SAID NO! Because you might not be compatiable sexually, and you'll be unsatisfied when you're married. What the heezy?!?!?!? I secretly felt some relief because I thought "okay, I can do it! His grandmother said it! She knows what she's talking about!" lol Then God's word came to me and I thought of the seventeen works of the flesh and how he's equipped me with the fruits of the spirit to overcome them. It is SO DIFFICULT to stop having pre-marital sex. Especially when you're in a relationship of some time. But Jesus's cruxificition would be in vain if there was one sin on this earth that God didn't equip me to overcome. I'd be doomed for hell, right? The God I know is a JUST God and gave me the opportunity of everlasting life! I'm not asking for advice, I ALREADY KNOW I'll probably have to walk away from someone that means so much to me. I'm asking for your prayers of strength and serenity as I walk to not satisfy my man, but God. The next time you decide to converse with the father, keep me in your prayers! My name is Ebonie