so sick of crying (venting)

tlbaby23

tlbaby23

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When a relationship ends sometimes it can be the worst feeling ever. & yeah people say "u deserve better, u'll find better, there's plenty more fish in the sea" but all that doesnt get rid of the pain :nono:

Ive been in so many emotional relationships that now i just feel like no matter how hard a try its never gonna work out for me.

& its like i tell myself i love him but then y am a always angry, y am i always so miserable, n y am i always crying.

I forgave him for so much, n i let go of so much to make him happy n i just forgot about myself. im changing who i am to make him want to stay in my life when he so easily said he didnt want to be with me. its crazy how u can go out ur way to make someone happy n forget about ur self just to realize that they wouldnt do the same in return

he says: "even tho were not together u'll always be mines, if theres anyone i would want to be with right now its u but i dnt want a relationship right now, ull always be my girl, i miss u i want to see u" Im tired of his mind games

n i feel like an idiot for being so blind. i just want to be happy. i just want to get over this. im tired of letting my thoughts beat me up.
 
tlbaby23 said:
When a relationship ends sometimes it can be the worst feeling ever. & yeah people say "u deserve better, u'll find better, there's plenty more fish in the sea" but all that doesnt get rid of the pain :nono:

Ive been in so many emotional relationships that now i just feel like no matter how hard a try its never gonna work out for me.

& its like i tell myself i love him but then y am a always angry, y am i always so miserable, n y am i always crying.

I forgave him for so much, n i let go of so much to make him happy n i just forgot about myself. im changing who i am to make him want to stay in my life when he so easily said he didnt want to be with me. its crazy how u can go out ur way to make someone happy n forget about ur self just to realize that they wouldnt do the same in return

he says: "even tho were not together u'll always be mines, if theres anyone i would want to be with right now its u but i dnt want a relationship right now, ull always be my girl, i miss u i want to see u" Im tired of his mind games

n i feel like an idiot for being so blind. i just want to be happy. i just want to get over this. im tired of letting my thoughts beat me up.
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To the bolded, you need to put yourself first and forget those who don't love and appreciate you.
 
He can't play mind games if you don't allow it. Playing mind games by himself is exactly where he would be.

I have heard that line, 'you'll always be mine, I just don't want a relationship right now" so many times that it is laughable. Those are the types of dudes that dump one girl this week and marry someone else the next week.

You are the best thing since sliced bread, believe that. If you want to be happy, then create happiness for yourself. Everything else will fall in line with what you believe about you. Later for him.

Everytime a thought creeps up that is not positive and loving, cast it down. Time does not heal wounds, you do. Go get your happiness girl.
 
Sorry you are hurting. Really heal before you get into another relationship. You already seem to recognize the patterns in your relationships. Figure out a way to break the pattern of losing yourself to someone. Get counseling first if necessary. Feel better.
 
tlbaby23 said:
When a relationship ends sometimes it can be the worst feeling ever. & yeah people say "u deserve better, u'll find better, there's plenty more fish in the sea" but all that doesnt get rid of the pain :nono:

Ive been in so many emotional relationships that now i just feel like no matter how hard a try its never gonna work out for me.

& its like i tell myself i love him but then y am a always angry, y am i always so miserable, n y am i always crying.

I forgave him for so much, n i let go of so much to make him happy n i just forgot about myself. im changing who i am to make him want to stay in my life when he so easily said he didnt want to be with me. its crazy how u can go out ur way to make someone happy n forget about ur self just to realize that they wouldnt do the same in return

he says: "even tho were not together u'll always be mines, if theres anyone i would want to be with right now its u but i dnt want a relationship right now, ull always be my girl, i miss u i want to see u" Im tired of his mind games

n i feel like an idiot for being so blind. i just want to be happy. i just want to get over this. im tired of letting my thoughts beat me up.
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I don't understand when they say this, there is no substance, what's the point of saying this if there is no relationship, you are well rid Op this to will pass :yep:
 
I need to break away from him because I was so use to talking to him every night & day so the transition is tough

I need to make the 1st step n break away because he is still holding onto me even tho he doesn't want that title

Its nott fair to me. He can't have everything his way
 
So basically he still wants ur "cookies" while getting "cookies" from other women..ur worth more than that..dont let him play u..
 
i'm really sorry for what you are going through. stay strong. in a few weeks when he does something sweet or when you are feeling weak, it will be hard. but you HAVE to stay strong and do not accept what he is giving you.
 
It does get better OP, it really does.....you've made the first step by not giving him the cookies anymore; now you need to make another painful step and stop talking to him.

It gets better but in your case, you have to take it step by step.

I suggest you write down the steps you feel are needed to get you away from him and get you back together and literally work on each step, setting realistic goals and timelines to accomplish them.

It can be done but it require work....I know because I've been there and this is what helped me....I'm hoping it may work for you too.
 
Imma be real. Look I bet if he found out u were talking to another guy. He'd change his ***. Lol

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