i live out south in the burbs. I usually find it at any beauty supply store. If you live in the city, there is a beauty supply store that is off of stony island on 79th street. I will pm you with the name and exact location, but give me some time today to get it or I'll post it later. I think chatam beauty supply in Park Forest off of main street has it too. Good luck. Oh, that beauty supply store in the city has Kera Care and a lot of other professional salon products.