God has shown me that I have spirits of abandonment and rejection on me. These spirits have made it difficult to move forward in certain areas in my life. Please pray in agreement with me that these spirits will be removed and I can finally start living the way God intended me to. Thank you all for your continued prayers! I have major testimonies I have yet to write out, but I will very soon. I am so grateful for everyone on this board.
divine
Ok I'm going into some advanced stuff here so you may or may not be ready for this. The fact that you even recognize that something in your spirit is not of your own genuine self and not from God is a big step. Remember just cause you hear something in your mind with your voice doesn't mean it your idea Jesus rebuked Satan in Peter remember when Peter said master you can't etc Jesus yelled at Peter get thee behind me Satan cause the great deceiver was in Peters ear-think about that.
Matthew 16:23New International Version (NIV)
23 Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.”
Prayers can help but they won't solve this problem negative spirits evil spirits no matter how small or large need to be CAST OUT not just prayed upon that's not going to be enough. The spirits will be stunned but not gone. To prepare get saved if you aren't already start reading not just read study the bible prepare then do weekend fasting praying 12midnight to 12 noon and casting out these bad spirits.
Let me explain now there are bad and evil people but good people also can have evil and negative spirits following them around or living in them whether by generational curses or unknowingly doing an act that allowed that spirit access to you. If there's a spirit of lack torment that is making you suffer that's a demon or evil minion torturing and relishing in your pain and suffering it gives them power and they feed off the pain the hurt the rejection lack.
On a grander scale this people who are serial killers one time crazy killers and those people like it that's a powerful demon incorporating them and using them to fulfill their lust for blood and most importantly souls because they can no longer walk the earth in physical form. Don't believe me look some infamous ones up and look at their eyes Satan has entered the building. Not only has the demon taken the soul of its puppet but it's using that person to take the souls of many more whether it be by indoctrination and service and just taking lives outright knowingly or unknowingly.
http://www.dangerousbutgood.com/deliverance-prayer-how-to-cast-out-demons-from-yourself/
Proverbs 6:5-11
5 Free yourself, like a gazelle from the hand of the hunter,like a bird from the snare of the fowler. 6 Go to the ant, you sluggard; consider its ways and be wise! 7 It has no commander, no overseer or ruler, 8 yet it stores its provisions in summer and gathers its food at harvest. 9How long will you lie there, you sluggard? When will you get up from your sleep? 10 A little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the hands to rest-- 11 and poverty will come on you like a bandit and scarcity like an armed man.
Book of Tobit
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