mahogany
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For those that don't know, I recently broke up with my BF of 2 years because I wanted to become celibate. Well when we broke up I completely understood why this could be hard on him so I had no hard feelings toward him, afterall he was a great guy and their was a possibility that we could get back together. WELL today I was browsing through one of the forums he frequents and found out that this jerk has been cheating on me the last year of our relationship. I tried to clam down because afterall we were not together but when we were he swear up and down that he NEVER THOUGHT OF CHEATING ON ME and now I find out that he has. All these emotions are running through my head because this guy parades on this board like he's a self made player when I am the one he practically supported him we he was broke, I paid for his Grill (yes a Grill) that he likes to show off in his pictures, I gave him his downpayment money for his Cadillac, I have done so much for this guy and it just hurts to know that he disrespected me like this. This situation is really frustrating and depressing for me, because this was a guy he brought me closer to GOD, he picked me up after my Child Father basically abused and used me. I was a nervous wreck before I met him if it wasn't for my son and him I believe I would have took my own life and now it seems like I am back to where I started
You guys please pray for me. A week ago they just anounced at my job that they are laying everyone off at the end of July and now I have to deal with this and School. I know God will not give me anything I can't handle so I know I will overcome this but right now it just seems like I am so alone.
You guys please pray for me. A week ago they just anounced at my job that they are laying everyone off at the end of July and now I have to deal with this and School. I know God will not give me anything I can't handle so I know I will overcome this but right now it just seems like I am so alone.