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nappysunflowers
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I am looking to start anew after 4+ years of a long distance relationship. Let me start from the beginning, although I wrote bits of it in other posts. I was in a long distance relationship (PHI-BAL), ok not that far for 4 years. I met him in grad school, then we started dating while in medical school. In the four years, I became a doc. He went from living at home, to moving into his own house, upgraded the job and the car. In four years, we have been through a lot together. He didn't have but a couple of relationships, longest being six months. I had a series of bad relationships, one after the other. He never said I love you. Never. No hints at marriage. It is very easy for me to express my feelings. I said I love you, and I got "Ok". That was the MAGICAL response?!?! I just couldn't take anymore. He was downloading for free, no intent on buying the software. I left. Well, let me write down what I would like in a man. Then, I'll continue.
I don't want much. Someone who will treat me right. Who will appreciate me for me. Someone I can be soft, pink, and feminine with. Someone who appreciate museums, concerts not sponsored by a radio station, dinners with no meat or cartoon mascots or being pitched by Guy Fieri. You don't have to be a tree hugging vegetarian, but don't jump on me because I am. (I can't stand TGI Friday's: too much sugar coated meat). Someone who doesn't see home cooking as microwaving beef taquitos. Someone who has good credit (it's a Bush ecomony), someone who will read a book not just a magazine. Someone who will pray. Someone who if he needs to will cry. Someone who will go to and stay in the gym. Someone who doesn't think a hike in the mountains is gay or for white people. Someone who watches more than ESPN. Someone who doesn't watch 6 hours of TV a day. Someone who will be a God fearing man and won't put his hands on me in an offensive manner.
This is the kind of guy I am looking for. It can't be that hard...
So, I am writing because I would like to know if I should try Match.com or eHarmony.com. I am not very good at public settings, ie-speed dating. There are not a lot of single black men in my area, well that I can see. I don't bump into any at the gym or bookstores. Church! NOPE! If they are not attached surgically attached to their girlfriends, they are married.
Any suggestions would be great...I am just not sure where to begin...This is so frustrating...I just hope something positive turns out from this. I tried online dating twice. The first time, I only attracted deranged 40+ single white guys who were in it for the fantasy. The second time, I ended up meeting a highly educated, professional, upwardly mobile seemingly ideal guy...then he kept propositioning me for sex and then decided at 1 am to whip it out and put on a show...EEEWWW!!!barf:
So, at this point, I am conflicted. I am trying to be optimistic. I am a Christian woman. However, I am unsure and I am looking for some advice. I know a lot of people who met their SO online, and some their DH...any help would be nice. Should I put this in my post on the dating website? I am so confused right now. People write about, "Oh it just happened. It ws raining men and one hit my windshield..." Some of us have to work a little harder. Some folks say Love will just find you, it's a many splendored thing, la la la. Ok. Well, it got lost and went to someone else's house, because it won't use freaking GPS... I'm sorry. Just frustrated...Just take that into consideration...
Thank you...
I don't want much. Someone who will treat me right. Who will appreciate me for me. Someone I can be soft, pink, and feminine with. Someone who appreciate museums, concerts not sponsored by a radio station, dinners with no meat or cartoon mascots or being pitched by Guy Fieri. You don't have to be a tree hugging vegetarian, but don't jump on me because I am. (I can't stand TGI Friday's: too much sugar coated meat). Someone who doesn't see home cooking as microwaving beef taquitos. Someone who has good credit (it's a Bush ecomony), someone who will read a book not just a magazine. Someone who will pray. Someone who if he needs to will cry. Someone who will go to and stay in the gym. Someone who doesn't think a hike in the mountains is gay or for white people. Someone who watches more than ESPN. Someone who doesn't watch 6 hours of TV a day. Someone who will be a God fearing man and won't put his hands on me in an offensive manner.
This is the kind of guy I am looking for. It can't be that hard...
So, I am writing because I would like to know if I should try Match.com or eHarmony.com. I am not very good at public settings, ie-speed dating. There are not a lot of single black men in my area, well that I can see. I don't bump into any at the gym or bookstores. Church! NOPE! If they are not attached surgically attached to their girlfriends, they are married.
Any suggestions would be great...I am just not sure where to begin...This is so frustrating...I just hope something positive turns out from this. I tried online dating twice. The first time, I only attracted deranged 40+ single white guys who were in it for the fantasy. The second time, I ended up meeting a highly educated, professional, upwardly mobile seemingly ideal guy...then he kept propositioning me for sex and then decided at 1 am to whip it out and put on a show...EEEWWW!!!barf:
So, at this point, I am conflicted. I am trying to be optimistic. I am a Christian woman. However, I am unsure and I am looking for some advice. I know a lot of people who met their SO online, and some their DH...any help would be nice. Should I put this in my post on the dating website? I am so confused right now. People write about, "Oh it just happened. It ws raining men and one hit my windshield..." Some of us have to work a little harder. Some folks say Love will just find you, it's a many splendored thing, la la la. Ok. Well, it got lost and went to someone else's house, because it won't use freaking GPS... I'm sorry. Just frustrated...Just take that into consideration...
Thank you...
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