FemmeFatale
Well-Known Member
They've been scaring me lately and I'm not sure if I've developed some phobia to commitment and marriage overnight or what, but I get anxious and unrelaxed speaking with them. I know I want to get married but I still like for things to happen organically and not on some rushed deadline. I left my ex because the pressure was just to much, he basically gave me a year deadline for marriage and after a little while I just wasn't feeling it with him at all, too much pressure!
Now I just turned 30 and I know I have to mindful of my age but I still feel VERY young and there's still a tiny part of me that looks at marriage and babies as a prison sentence.
I recently met a guy that is on the same wave as my ex.. prior to our first real conversation I was interested in him and excited! Then we kicked it and suddenly that cloying feeling that I had with my ex came back. I've been dodging him a little bit. Same thing happened with another guy.
These are all great catches too, the black men some people here think are unicorns![Look :look: :look:](/smilies/look.gif)
Now I just turned 30 and I know I have to mindful of my age but I still feel VERY young and there's still a tiny part of me that looks at marriage and babies as a prison sentence.
I recently met a guy that is on the same wave as my ex.. prior to our first real conversation I was interested in him and excited! Then we kicked it and suddenly that cloying feeling that I had with my ex came back. I've been dodging him a little bit. Same thing happened with another guy.
These are all great catches too, the black men some people here think are unicorns
![Look :look: :look:](/smilies/look.gif)