Britt
Well-Known Member
So, I just had some free time here at work and I've been restless all day...
I looked at my 8"x11" notebook and decided, what the heck, let me write out a random list of qualities i'd like in my future mate. At first, I thought I'd only have few things to write down, but I've already filled the page . Now, none of what I wrote is anal at all or really superficial, and I saw to it that I did not include looks. Heck, Mr. Right could be White . I'm not really fussy/stringent on looks anyway, I'm more big on attraction and personality, which for me is independent on looks... though I do have preference. I did *have* to write down that I'd like someone passionate in the bedroom, but I did not write down that I want someone with a 7.5 incher and bigger ... (I'd love that, can't do a small wee wee )
Now, a lot of what I wrote contrasts the qualities I did not like in my ex SO.
When I was younger and I'd make a list, thinking back, it really did lack depth and I couldn't really write important qualities I wanted in a mate... basically I was just lonely and had a fantasy of what I wanted. Now that I look at my list, I see much more substance.
So, do any you ladies have a list or even a mental list of what your future boo will be like . I always thought making a list would limit my possibilities, you know, like some women make this list of qualities that they want in a man, and then when someone good shows up they dismiss him b/c he's not tall, not enough $, not handsome enough, etc... this is why I purposely left out certain things. I don't want to limit myself...
What I do now is, imagine the feeling that I'd like to have in his presence. I'd like to feel connected to him, at ease and peace around him, not on guard, trusting him, etc.
When I was going through a lot of issues with my ex SO, I noticed that I didn't like the feelings that I had when I was around him, even feelings that I was not completely aware of , or the feelings surrounding our issues. I have a picture in my head of the way I'd like to feel with my ideal SO. On a positive note, had I not gone through a lot of mess I went through, I don't know if I'd have a clear picture of what I really want and what I don't want.
I looked at my 8"x11" notebook and decided, what the heck, let me write out a random list of qualities i'd like in my future mate. At first, I thought I'd only have few things to write down, but I've already filled the page . Now, none of what I wrote is anal at all or really superficial, and I saw to it that I did not include looks. Heck, Mr. Right could be White . I'm not really fussy/stringent on looks anyway, I'm more big on attraction and personality, which for me is independent on looks... though I do have preference. I did *have* to write down that I'd like someone passionate in the bedroom, but I did not write down that I want someone with a 7.5 incher and bigger ... (I'd love that, can't do a small wee wee )
Now, a lot of what I wrote contrasts the qualities I did not like in my ex SO.
When I was younger and I'd make a list, thinking back, it really did lack depth and I couldn't really write important qualities I wanted in a mate... basically I was just lonely and had a fantasy of what I wanted. Now that I look at my list, I see much more substance.
So, do any you ladies have a list or even a mental list of what your future boo will be like . I always thought making a list would limit my possibilities, you know, like some women make this list of qualities that they want in a man, and then when someone good shows up they dismiss him b/c he's not tall, not enough $, not handsome enough, etc... this is why I purposely left out certain things. I don't want to limit myself...
What I do now is, imagine the feeling that I'd like to have in his presence. I'd like to feel connected to him, at ease and peace around him, not on guard, trusting him, etc.
When I was going through a lot of issues with my ex SO, I noticed that I didn't like the feelings that I had when I was around him, even feelings that I was not completely aware of , or the feelings surrounding our issues. I have a picture in my head of the way I'd like to feel with my ideal SO. On a positive note, had I not gone through a lot of mess I went through, I don't know if I'd have a clear picture of what I really want and what I don't want.