My ex and I have been off and on for the past few months. A few weeks ago however we started talking again and said we'd try and make things work between us.we have been regularly texting and I've seen him within that time. We were meant to meet today and spend the rest of the week together.
I have travelled from Leicester to Luton by coach only for him to send me a text the morning I was on a coach station chatting crap about how he find out I lied about something and that there's no longer a chance for us to get back together. It's complete *******s and an excuse.
I told him I had an issue with some girl at my uni and that she was getting at me for no good reason, which is true and apparently I'm lying about that cos his source says otherwise.
Bearing in mind that I never told him the girls name or description nor do we have mutual friends so it's impossible to come up with that conclusion. He didn't even know the girl I had an issue with so how could I have possibly been lying? This isn't the first time this is happening, the day before we were meant to see eachother before he broke up with me too. This time it's all the more painful because I haven't done anything. He says he doesn't trust me because my actions don't go with my words but he's just nitpicking and blowing things out of proportion
I'm currently in London staying at a friends house. I'm miserable and hurt. In a fit of rage I told him about himself but he doesn't seem to care or understand the gravity of what he's done to me. I'm broken and I can't function.
I feel so stupid. I feel led on and I feel played. He has basically strung me along and given me hope only to cut me off the day before. I placed him on a pedestal, constantly begged to get him back and this is what I'm left with.
Constantly having to prove my salt and worth and having to explain issues that need not to have arisen. It's clear he has attachment and commitment issues.
I should have known that from the start. When a man is 26 (I'm 18) and not settled down and doesn't want but chooses to run each time it's obvious he's riddled with issues. In a way I'm glad this is over. I would have probably outgrown him anyway.
At his age he spends most of his hard earned money on drugs, partying and alcohol and I was growing sick of hearing how off his nut he was all the time. At his age he should and could have invested in his own property and had an substantial savings but whenever I approach him with this he says he wouldn't trade his party/experiences for the world.
I've been miserable for a long time now, I've been stressed and for a girl of my age this isn't healthy. I thought I would never meet someone like him that's why I held on so much but to be honest this is why I need to let go.
He always said he wasn't good enough for me and I think he's right. He showed and gave me new experiences and it was fun and exciting and it made me feel loved. I didn't think I had anything else going on for me and that's why I clung on.
I have travelled from Leicester to Luton by coach only for him to send me a text the morning I was on a coach station chatting crap about how he find out I lied about something and that there's no longer a chance for us to get back together. It's complete *******s and an excuse.
I told him I had an issue with some girl at my uni and that she was getting at me for no good reason, which is true and apparently I'm lying about that cos his source says otherwise.
Bearing in mind that I never told him the girls name or description nor do we have mutual friends so it's impossible to come up with that conclusion. He didn't even know the girl I had an issue with so how could I have possibly been lying? This isn't the first time this is happening, the day before we were meant to see eachother before he broke up with me too. This time it's all the more painful because I haven't done anything. He says he doesn't trust me because my actions don't go with my words but he's just nitpicking and blowing things out of proportion
I'm currently in London staying at a friends house. I'm miserable and hurt. In a fit of rage I told him about himself but he doesn't seem to care or understand the gravity of what he's done to me. I'm broken and I can't function.
I feel so stupid. I feel led on and I feel played. He has basically strung me along and given me hope only to cut me off the day before. I placed him on a pedestal, constantly begged to get him back and this is what I'm left with.
Constantly having to prove my salt and worth and having to explain issues that need not to have arisen. It's clear he has attachment and commitment issues.
I should have known that from the start. When a man is 26 (I'm 18) and not settled down and doesn't want but chooses to run each time it's obvious he's riddled with issues. In a way I'm glad this is over. I would have probably outgrown him anyway.
At his age he spends most of his hard earned money on drugs, partying and alcohol and I was growing sick of hearing how off his nut he was all the time. At his age he should and could have invested in his own property and had an substantial savings but whenever I approach him with this he says he wouldn't trade his party/experiences for the world.
I've been miserable for a long time now, I've been stressed and for a girl of my age this isn't healthy. I thought I would never meet someone like him that's why I held on so much but to be honest this is why I need to let go.
He always said he wasn't good enough for me and I think he's right. He showed and gave me new experiences and it was fun and exciting and it made me feel loved. I didn't think I had anything else going on for me and that's why I clung on.
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