I 'know' this spirit behind your words. And angel, it's not good...
. satan has such 'grip' on your heart regarding the tearing down of this woman who has literally possesed your heart.
Frederick Douglas wrote something that I will never forget. "
I will allow no man to possess my soul by causing me to hate him."
You hate this woman. There's no mistaken perception or assumption about it, you hate this woman. So much so, that you are blinded to the control that it has over you. Even if you are 'reporting' what others have shared, you've intensified your hatred with further comments about her personally.
You don't know this woman's prayer life. No one does, except her and God. You don't know how often she had sex. Be it with Jamal Bryant or anyone else. That's still her business and God's. No one knows if he did or didn't beat her; no one knows
Hatred and anger have serious repercussions. Serious. God is going to hold you accountable for what you've put out about this woman. I don't have to know her to share this.
Favor, what you are displaying is what really lies within your heart, not this woman's. It comes to it's climax in your last paragraph. Angel, this is a spirit of gossip, a spirit of jealousy, a spirit of unrest. For you will not rest until you've destroyed this woman whom you hate so much. You will not rest until you have a 'following', others to agree and join in with you.
Why? Why do you hate her so? What is it that causes you to hate her instead of loving her in spite of her short comings?
I can say this. Jamal Bryant's church was in an uproar when he finally married. It's a typical reaction in most churches when the Pastor is single than marries. The pattern and the clues are that the Pastor is 'justified' no matter what he does in error and the wife is always the culprit, the blame, the imperfect one.
Proverbs 29:22: An angry man stirreth up strife, and a furious man aboundeth in transgression.
No matter what she does or doesn't do, she's found at fault. Why? Because she is seen as the intruder to what once was.
Members who cannot accept the 'change' act out and their tongues, are the major weapon. The eyes and the ears fuel the heart which motivates the tongue. For they watch her like a hawk, waiting and looking for something to be found wrong with her. Their ears are always ready and open to hear, what's new that's wrong about her, so that they can have something more to run her down about.
*sigh*
Favor, I know this spirit. It's in every church. It's satan's playground, his social club, his gallows for hanging.
In the book of Esther, Haman did this very thing against the children of God. Absolam did it to his father, King David.
Favor, I know this spirit, and in the name of Jesus I speak to it, it has to leave you and give you peace. This spirit is not for you.
I love you precious one.