Chile please ... I completely feel you.
I often sit at work having conversations with myself:
Me: OK ... now what conditioner do I need to use to do my hair tonight?
Me: Oh I know, I have some Kenra MC that I need to use up.
Me: But should I use that today or save it until Saturday?
Me: Nahhhh ... I'll go ahead and use it up.
Me: Well, maybe not. Maybe I should use my White Camellia instead because it seems to be more moisturizing.
Me: Nahhhhh, I don't want to use that up ... it's kinda pricey. But I do love how the White Camellia tames my kinks and coils into submission.
Me: What do to, what to do."
Sometimes I think I need therapy.