L.Brown1114
Well-Known Member
so i met this guy at sams club when i was getting some salmon for my mama and when i got up there to check out we locked eyes. I have never felt a connection like this in my life so fast. I mean it wasnt just lust it seemed like it was more, like we belonged. now i know i sound corny but i'm the type thats very pessimistic about relationships so for me to say this is a BIG deal! So he got my number and we started talking. THEN i find out he's talking to another females because she was the sister of my friends friend lol. small world right? anywho so sense i decided to forgive him sense theyve been talking for months and i had just met him it wasnt fair for me to get mad and luckily they dont talk anymore because he wants to be with me
but anyways i dont have a good history of boyfriends and i told him this because i dont want to say i know what i'm doing when i dont. so he was my boyfriend and i broke up with him because i got scared because iv never felt this strongly about some1 so fast! but i promised that i wouldnt break up with him so he lost trust in me and said i had to fight for him which iv been doing, but it seems like he not mentally there at times. it's not like it was in the beginning and i desperately want it to be. i mean i know he still cares because after we argue he'll call or i'll call and his friends tell me all he does is talk about me and how annoying it is. and the sexual chemistry is amazing and it feels like iv known him all my life!! what should i do? keep fighting for him because i did screw up hoping things will get back to how they used to b, or do you think he's already checked out pretty much and slowly pulling himself away?
but anyways i dont have a good history of boyfriends and i told him this because i dont want to say i know what i'm doing when i dont. so he was my boyfriend and i broke up with him because i got scared because iv never felt this strongly about some1 so fast! but i promised that i wouldnt break up with him so he lost trust in me and said i had to fight for him which iv been doing, but it seems like he not mentally there at times. it's not like it was in the beginning and i desperately want it to be. i mean i know he still cares because after we argue he'll call or i'll call and his friends tell me all he does is talk about me and how annoying it is. and the sexual chemistry is amazing and it feels like iv known him all my life!! what should i do? keep fighting for him because i did screw up hoping things will get back to how they used to b, or do you think he's already checked out pretty much and slowly pulling himself away?