DarkJoy
Bent. Not Broken.
@AnjelLuvsUBabe, I feel you. I didn't think I'd see 20. Sometimes when the fam is so jacked up its best to keep your distance for you own sanity. Just be careful that you don't distance yourself from the world.No relationship to any parent, pretty self sufficient... Havent really dated as I thought it was education, career, family... Still working on career, soooooo far no real relationship, keep choosing the wrong men...
uggghhhhh, at this point I am a homebody dont get out much... I need to change some things up in life, create/envision life, something (never foresaw living past 30 truth)!!!!
Being unemployed doesnt help either... Just all around not feeling worthy...
You seem very bright and very goal oriented (as I am, yes indeedy!). Maybe, like you say, envisioning your life, but going that step further and making a real goal from that vision. But make them small ones that work towards your larger vision for each day, like getting out and going here this day, and doing that on Thursday...just for being social and whatnot. It's a slow process but can be done... I have faith in you.
Much hugs to you and good vibes for a bright future.