Zeal
Well-Known Member
Hello Ladies:
Today I decided that I will be participatin the Fast Movement with Jentezen Franklin in Jan. I am setting Goals for 2010 to get in all that God has for me. However, right now, I am feeling kind of down.
I have sat and evaluated my life and it is depressing to me.
I have messed around too much, too long. Time is precious and should not be wasted, which is what I have done. Only God can give me back what I have carelessly given away. I have started over... several times over and over again. My hair, my goals, everything.
I have wasted time that God has blessed me with. I am single, I have been out of work for a year, I am frustrated, and I feel like a total failure.
I am a homebody. I stay in, I don't go out. I have very few friends. My birthday was last Thursday and I spent it alone. No one is interested in me. What am I doing wrong? Sometimes I think that I am cursed.
I guess right now I am just having a black confetti party. I just need to be released form this negative pity party.
Today I decided that I will be participatin the Fast Movement with Jentezen Franklin in Jan. I am setting Goals for 2010 to get in all that God has for me. However, right now, I am feeling kind of down.
I have sat and evaluated my life and it is depressing to me.
I have messed around too much, too long. Time is precious and should not be wasted, which is what I have done. Only God can give me back what I have carelessly given away. I have started over... several times over and over again. My hair, my goals, everything.
I have wasted time that God has blessed me with. I am single, I have been out of work for a year, I am frustrated, and I feel like a total failure.
I am a homebody. I stay in, I don't go out. I have very few friends. My birthday was last Thursday and I spent it alone. No one is interested in me. What am I doing wrong? Sometimes I think that I am cursed.
I guess right now I am just having a black confetti party. I just need to be released form this negative pity party.