GraceV2
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I just wanted to post my recent experience in case it would help someone in any way. I joined LHCF recently and one of my first posts was here in the CF about how after I was saved, reading the Bible felt like a chore as opposed to church service, worship through song, and praying. Thanks to the wonderful advice of several women in that post, I began to turn to my Bible little by little, reading a few passages here and there.
One night, the Lord led me to Proverbs 2: 1-5, which states "1 My son, if you receive my words,
And treasure my commands within you,
2 So that you incline your ear to wisdom,
And apply your heart to understanding;
3 Yes, if you cry out for discernment,
And lift up your voice for understanding,
4 If you seek her as silver,
And search for her as for hidden treasures;
5 Then you will understand the fear of the LORD,
And find the knowledge of God." NJV
I wanted wisdom and understanding from the Lord and this verse made me realize to know the Lord my God, I must diligently seek Him. Thus began my 40 day and night fast. I fasted from my particular vice, the media. I did not realize before this fast how much I turned to the media (TV, music, magazines, Internet) for so much that I should have been turning to the Lord for, such as easing my loneliness or for advice.
The Lord is so faithful. During this fast, my yearning for the outside world, slowly but surely became a yearning just for God and I finally got to hear His Voice through his Word. I became so hungry for the Word and the Lord that my vices became nonexistent to me. I went from not wanting to read my Bible and watching hours of TV everyday and being on the Internet everyday to only setting time aside for reading my Bible once, twice, or 3 times every single day--not out of obligation, but because my hunger was so great.
I asked the Lord for so much during this fast. My end of fast expectation list was about three pages long and you know what? By the Lord's love and grace, He has blessed me with all of these things, many of which manifested just last night, the 40th and last night of my fast. The Lord is an awesome God and wants to show His power in your life, if you just give Him the chance to do it. The Lord wants to use your life as a testimony to His Greatness as he did with mine.
Some may read what I consider a vice and laugh, but trust me I was addicted. It was sad how much I depended on these silly things, instead of spending time with the Lord. I have learned so much about the Lord and what he has planned for my future throughout these 40 days and am finally getting to know Him intimately which has left me truly in awe of his Majesty.
I just wanted to post this for anyone who wants a closer relationship with God, maybe a babe in Christ like me or just someone who is going through a struggle right now. Take a good look at your life and see what is maybe blocking the Lord from getting to you. Pray to the Lord before you fast, asking him for what you should fast from and for how long. The Lord's faithfulness will pull you close and your life will change dramatically.
Don't get me wrong, whatever your particular vise is, fasting from it will be a challenge and at times you will wonder why has to be so hard. Just remember,
Job 26He shall pray unto God, and he will be favourable unto him: and he shall see his face with joy: for he will render unto man his righteousness. 27He looketh upon men, and if any say, I have sinned, and perverted that which was right, and it profited me not;
28He will deliver his soul from going into the pit, and his life shall see the light.
29Lo, all these things worketh God oftentimes with man,
30To bring back his soul from the pit, to be enlightened with the light of the living. (NJV)
Be blessed
One night, the Lord led me to Proverbs 2: 1-5, which states "1 My son, if you receive my words,
And treasure my commands within you,
2 So that you incline your ear to wisdom,
And apply your heart to understanding;
3 Yes, if you cry out for discernment,
And lift up your voice for understanding,
4 If you seek her as silver,
And search for her as for hidden treasures;
5 Then you will understand the fear of the LORD,
And find the knowledge of God." NJV
I wanted wisdom and understanding from the Lord and this verse made me realize to know the Lord my God, I must diligently seek Him. Thus began my 40 day and night fast. I fasted from my particular vice, the media. I did not realize before this fast how much I turned to the media (TV, music, magazines, Internet) for so much that I should have been turning to the Lord for, such as easing my loneliness or for advice.
The Lord is so faithful. During this fast, my yearning for the outside world, slowly but surely became a yearning just for God and I finally got to hear His Voice through his Word. I became so hungry for the Word and the Lord that my vices became nonexistent to me. I went from not wanting to read my Bible and watching hours of TV everyday and being on the Internet everyday to only setting time aside for reading my Bible once, twice, or 3 times every single day--not out of obligation, but because my hunger was so great.
I asked the Lord for so much during this fast. My end of fast expectation list was about three pages long and you know what? By the Lord's love and grace, He has blessed me with all of these things, many of which manifested just last night, the 40th and last night of my fast. The Lord is an awesome God and wants to show His power in your life, if you just give Him the chance to do it. The Lord wants to use your life as a testimony to His Greatness as he did with mine.
Some may read what I consider a vice and laugh, but trust me I was addicted. It was sad how much I depended on these silly things, instead of spending time with the Lord. I have learned so much about the Lord and what he has planned for my future throughout these 40 days and am finally getting to know Him intimately which has left me truly in awe of his Majesty.
I just wanted to post this for anyone who wants a closer relationship with God, maybe a babe in Christ like me or just someone who is going through a struggle right now. Take a good look at your life and see what is maybe blocking the Lord from getting to you. Pray to the Lord before you fast, asking him for what you should fast from and for how long. The Lord's faithfulness will pull you close and your life will change dramatically.
Don't get me wrong, whatever your particular vise is, fasting from it will be a challenge and at times you will wonder why has to be so hard. Just remember,
Job 26He shall pray unto God, and he will be favourable unto him: and he shall see his face with joy: for he will render unto man his righteousness. 27He looketh upon men, and if any say, I have sinned, and perverted that which was right, and it profited me not;
28He will deliver his soul from going into the pit, and his life shall see the light.
29Lo, all these things worketh God oftentimes with man,
30To bring back his soul from the pit, to be enlightened with the light of the living. (NJV)
Be blessed