Monkeybiz
Active Member
For the past few years it seems that I am surrounded by people who are so anti-God/religion. It honestly baffles me, to have such strong convictions against God, it makes me wonder what has happened in their life that has caused such a negative reaction.
Right now I work in a small office of four or five other people and they are alll so anti-God and religion. I am a Christian but I am pretty quiet about my faith. I try not to get into discussions defending my faith , not to say that if I am asked a question I wont defend what I beileve. I like the saying "Preach the gospel at all times and when necessary use words" because that is pretty much how i think about it.
I have no idea why I am writing this but today my coworkers were having a discussion on religion and I was just...annoyed...frustrated... not so much about what they were saying but just feeling like why am I aways surrounded by people who believe so incredibly opposite than I do. I dont know, I guess I am just needing encouragement. I just dont know why I am continuously placed in the circumstances that I am. I just dont know what I am supposed to be doing and I am tired of being the lone ranger. I know that I have a purpose but sometimes I just wonder if I am serving my purpose.
I find myself being the encourager/listener in my office. Sometimes I am like "what do you people want from me? I cant fix all your problems and I dont want to hear all your problems" but then I feel guilty because I know that is one of my "gifts". I wonder if this is Gods way of using me.
Am I making sense? Does anyone else feel like this some time, how do you deal?
Right now I work in a small office of four or five other people and they are alll so anti-God and religion. I am a Christian but I am pretty quiet about my faith. I try not to get into discussions defending my faith , not to say that if I am asked a question I wont defend what I beileve. I like the saying "Preach the gospel at all times and when necessary use words" because that is pretty much how i think about it.
I have no idea why I am writing this but today my coworkers were having a discussion on religion and I was just...annoyed...frustrated... not so much about what they were saying but just feeling like why am I aways surrounded by people who believe so incredibly opposite than I do. I dont know, I guess I am just needing encouragement. I just dont know why I am continuously placed in the circumstances that I am. I just dont know what I am supposed to be doing and I am tired of being the lone ranger. I know that I have a purpose but sometimes I just wonder if I am serving my purpose.
I find myself being the encourager/listener in my office. Sometimes I am like "what do you people want from me? I cant fix all your problems and I dont want to hear all your problems" but then I feel guilty because I know that is one of my "gifts". I wonder if this is Gods way of using me.
Am I making sense? Does anyone else feel like this some time, how do you deal?