Divine intervention? Or Mistake of a lifetime?

[BlackHairDiva]

I'm apply for my Master degree and wanted to do so since 2002. It appeared as if God is handing everything I need on a silver platter. It was quite surprising. The school that I want to go to. The essay questions where perfect, it was as if it was written for me.

I studied like crazy to meet the deadline (march 11). Today I registered for the GMAT and TOEFL. I attempted to study at work, but lately I have had a hard time studying. I keep getting migraines, and my eyes can't focus. I've had a migraine since Friday and it just would not go. I think I was pushing myself to much to the point that I couldn't sleep or eat properly.

Tonight, I came from work in pain. I went to bed and woke up again to take medication. Something told me to check my account. I checked and realized that I don't have money to actually go do my Toefl this friday. I will have to do it later. The only thing even if I do it next week...I will not get my grades on time for the deadline. So now, I will have to apply for class of 2012. I'm sad but at the same time, relieved cause I felt as if I was killing myself slowly. I never had such a migraine in my life.

I hope that I didn't ruin my future. I will try to apply for next year.

Any advice? I'm scared that I did mistake to I can never fix..Help.

 

[Irresistible]

I'm apply for my Master degree and wanted to do so since 2002. It appeared as if God is handing everything I need on a silver platter. It was quite surprising. The school that I want to go to. The essay questions where perfect, it was as if it was written for me.

I studied like crazy to meet the deadline (march 11). Today I registered for the GMAT and TOEFL. I attempted to study at work, but lately I have had a hard time studying. I keep getting migraines, and my eyes can't focus. I've had a migraine since Friday and it just would not go. I think I was pushing myself to much to the point that I couldn't sleep or eat properly.

Tonight, I came from work in pain. I went to bed and woke up again to take medication. Something told me to check my account. I checked and realized that I don't have money to actually go do my Toefl this friday. I will have to do it later. The only thing even if I do it next week...I will not get my grades on time for the deadline. So now, I will have to apply for class of 2012. I'm sad but at the same time, relieved cause I felt as if I was killing myself slowly. I never had such a migraine in my life.

I hope that I didn't ruin my future. I will try to apply for next year.

Any advice? I'm scared that I did mistake to I can never fix..Help.

You know the saying, to make God laugh just tell him YOUR plans

Ive had so many twists and turns in my life , they no longer shock me, I just go for the ride. If you feel relief and peace, then yes it was probably divine intervention, we try to do things on our time table, and sometimes God says not yet. Sometimes he changes our direction all together. Just trust him and pray, you will have ur answer soon enough

please rest and feel better

 

[juju]

Feel beter first before you make any decisions now ! i think it was a divinine intervention telling you slow down you doing too much;

I don't think you made a mistake because if you can take that exam later then go for it.

 

[empressaja]

This is the only way that I can respond because I have had this question before. The Word says, "The mind of man plans his way, But the LORD directs his steps." Proverbs 16:9.
I just remember that every time there seems to be some sort of "monkey-wrench" thrown into my plans. So don't feel bad or like you have made a mistake, all things work together for the good of them that Love the Lord and are called according to his purpose. God Bless

 

[BlackHairDiva]

Thanks everyone!! I'm doing my best to get better. I hvae booked some vacation time. I'm trying to eat right. I usually only eat one meal in the day towrads... 5PM. Which is horrible and I know last week end I went like 2 days in a row without eating...I was just pressing on and studying. I also dont sleep much... I sleep about 3 hours or 4 and then wake up...Im up at night and I dont sleep at all. It's been like this ever since my dad passed away in 2005. I'm dertermine to get my life back on track ASAP. Thanks again everyone for taking the time to read my post and and answering it.

 

[Irresistible]

Thanks everyone!! I'm doing my best to get better. I hvae booked some vacation time. I'm trying to eat right. I usually only eat one meal in the day towrads... 5PM. Which is horrible and I know last week end I went like 2 days in a row without eating...I was just pressing on and studying. I also dont sleep much... I sleep about 3 hours or 4 and then wake up...Im up at night and I dont sleep at all. It's been like this ever since my dad passed away in 2005. I'm dertermine to get my life back on track ASAP. Thanks again everyone for taking the time to read my post and and answering it.

in all you determination to get your life back on track, dont forget his power to bless you, help you and favor you, dont forget to simply let him be God to and for you

dont panic, he is more than able to sustain you, make ways for you and provide for you, let him help you put your life back together, you dont have to take it all upon yourself

he doesnt want you to, find your rest in knowing you have a loving Father that cares for you