Carlton Pearson... How Are the Mighty Fallen?

[BeautifulFlower]

I'd like to hear your testimony!

Gladly!

During my previous relationship, my boyfriend introduced me to THE SECRET! Ya'll know what I am talking about. It was great stuff. Eye opening, new, different, fresh. A possible way of getting the things I've always wanted in life. The doctrine: Push God's buttons, He's your puppet, You make your own destiny and reality, blah blah blah...can you sense my sarcasm?

Oh yeah, that 'minister' that Carlton was talking to Michael Beckwith was in the Secret...Ummm I wonder why?

From there I went deeper. Learning about the Law of Attraction, creating visions broads for my OWN will in my life, E.F.T, extra-terrestial life, Significance of 2012, etc...etc... leading me further from Jesus.

Then the kicker, I begin to learn about the Kemetian God (overview: Europe stole Egypt's jesus and religion, made it there own, and 'white'd' it up), perceived origins of Christianity, and contradictions in the Bible. I was pretty messed up after that. Very lost and very confused.

I became convinced the Jesus the bible talks about is not the real Jesus. I became convinced that all religions in some why lead to Heaven. I almost became convinced I shouldnt call myself a Christian any longer. I became convinced that I was enlightened and free.

Soon after God dealt very intensely in my spirit but I couldnt hear him clearly and often times just down right ignored him. I was fornicating and so in love that I felt too ashamed to turn to God and was in fear because I knew once I turned to God I would have to give up my ex. He wasnt good for me and encouraged some of my beliefs. Keep in mind me and my ex called ourselves Christians.

Over the past year, God turned my world upside down. Too much to name. But I've learned to thank God and be faithful in the storms because just like rain is needed for trees to grow so our trials to make us stronger. All in all, he was preparing me for a time when he knew I would be brought to my knees. And I was brought down....

I left my ex and I immediately thought clearer. God spoke to my spirit and made a few things very clear to me:

1. Do not question me. I know whats best for you. I love you and will never lead you astray.
2. I am a jealous God. Do not put a man or yourself before Me.
3. I came to earth and lived a perfect life to save you from yourself and to show you how to live. So give me your cares, take my cares, and follow me.

Ever since then, even though I may not always be able to articulate it well but You can not tell me Jesus doesnt live. You can not me that there is not a spiritual warfare going on. I am committed to living the life Christ died for me to have.

My goal is to be willing just as Mary was willing to be used to advance God's will.

 

[Shimmie]

Gladly!

During my previous relationship, my boyfriend introduced me to THE SECRET! Ya'll know what I am talking about. It was great stuff. Eye opening, new, different, fresh. A possible way of getting the things I've always wanted in life. The doctrine: Push God's buttons, He's your puppet, You make your own destiny and reality, blah blah blah...can you sense my sarcasm?

Oh yeah, that 'minister' that Carlton was talking to Michael Beckwith was in the Secret...Ummm I wonder why?

From there I went deeper. Learning about the Law of Attraction, creating visions broads for my OWN will in my life, E.F.T, extra-terrestial life, Significance of 2012, etc...etc... leading me further from Jesus.

Then the kicker, I begin to learn about the Kemetian God (overview: Europe stole Egypt's jesus and religion, made it there own, and 'white'd' it up), perceived origins of Christianity, and contradictions in the Bible. I was pretty messed up after that. Very lost and very confused.

I became convinced the Jesus the bible talks about is not the real Jesus. I became convinced that all religions in some why lead to Heaven. I almost became convinced I shouldnt call myself a Christian any longer. I became convinced that I was enlightened and free.

Soon after God dealt very intensely in my spirit but I couldnt hear him clearly and often times just down right ignored him. I was fornicating and so in love that I felt too ashamed to turn to God and was in fear because I knew once I turned to God I would have to give up my ex. He wasnt good for me and encouraged some of my beliefs. Keep in mind me and my ex called ourselves Christians.

Over the past year, God turned my world upside down. Too much to name. But I've learned to thank God and be faithful in the storms because just like rain is needed for trees to grow so our trials to make us stronger. All in all, he was preparing me for a time when he knew I would be brought to my knees. And I was brought down....

I left my ex and I immediately thought clearer. God spoke to my spirit and made a few things very clear to me:

1. Do not question me. I know whats best for you. I love you and will never lead you astray.
2. I am a jealous God. Do not put a man or yourself before Me.
3. I came to earth and lived a perfect life to save you from yourself and to show you how to live. So give me your cares, take my cares, and follow me.

Ever since then, even though I may not always be able to articulate it well but You can not tell me Jesus doesnt live. You can not me that there is not a spiritual warfare going on. I am committed to living the life Christ died for me to have.

My goal is to be willing just as Mary was willing to be used to advance God's will.

You are such a beautiful witness for the Lord!

for this powerful testimony!

 

[PinkPebbles]

Gladly!

During my previous relationship, my boyfriend introduced me to THE SECRET! Ya'll know what I am talking about. It was great stuff. Eye opening, new, different, fresh. A possible way of getting the things I've always wanted in life. The doctrine: Push God's buttons, He's your puppet, You make your own destiny and reality, blah blah blah...can you sense my sarcasm?

Oh yeah, that 'minister' that Carlton was talking to Michael Beckwith was in the Secret...Ummm I wonder why?

From there I went deeper. Learning about the Law of Attraction, creating visions broads for my OWN will in my life, E.F.T, extra-terrestial life, Significance of 2012, etc...etc... leading me further from Jesus.

Then the kicker, I begin to learn about the Kemetian God (overview: Europe stole Egypt's jesus and religion, made it there own, and 'white'd' it up), perceived origins of Christianity, and contradictions in the Bible. I was pretty messed up after that. Very lost and very confused.

I became convinced the Jesus the bible talks about is not the real Jesus. I became convinced that all religions in some why lead to Heaven. I almost became convinced I shouldnt call myself a Christian any longer. I became convinced that I was enlightened and free.

Soon after God dealt very intensely in my spirit but I couldnt hear him clearly and often times just down right ignored him. I was fornicating and so in love that I felt too ashamed to turn to God and was in fear because I knew once I turned to God I would have to give up my ex. He wasnt good for me and encouraged some of my beliefs. Keep in mind me and my ex called ourselves Christians.

Over the past year, God turned my world upside down. Too much to name. But I've learned to thank God and be faithful in the storms because just like rain is needed for trees to grow so our trials to make us stronger. All in all, he was preparing me for a time when he knew I would be brought to my knees. And I was brought down....

I left my ex and I immediately thought clearer. God spoke to my spirit and made a few things very clear to me:

1. Do not question me. I know whats best for you. I love you and will never lead you astray.
2. I am a jealous God. Do not put a man or yourself before Me.
3. I came to earth and lived a perfect life to save you from yourself and to show you how to live. So give me your cares, take my cares, and follow me.

Ever since then, even though I may not always be able to articulate it well but You can not tell me Jesus doesnt live. You can not me that there is not a spiritual warfare going on. I am committed to living the life Christ died for me to have.

My goal is to be willing just as Mary was willing to be used to advance God's will.

I agree with Shimmie as well...a powerful witness! thank you, thank you, thank you....what the enemy meant for evil, God turned it around for your good and for His glory!

 

[momi]

Gladly!

During my previous relationship, my boyfriend introduced me to THE SECRET! Ya'll know what I am talking about. It was great stuff. Eye opening, new, different, fresh. A possible way of getting the things I've always wanted in life. The doctrine: Push God's buttons, He's your puppet, You make your own destiny and reality, blah blah blah...can you sense my sarcasm?

Oh yeah, that 'minister' that Carlton was talking to Michael Beckwith was in the Secret...Ummm I wonder why?

From there I went deeper. Learning about the Law of Attraction, creating visions broads for my OWN will in my life, E.F.T, extra-terrestial life, Significance of 2012, etc...etc... leading me further from Jesus.

Then the kicker, I begin to learn about the Kemetian God (overview: Europe stole Egypt's jesus and religion, made it there own, and 'white'd' it up), perceived origins of Christianity, and contradictions in the Bible. I was pretty messed up after that. Very lost and very confused.

I became convinced the Jesus the bible talks about is not the real Jesus. I became convinced that all religions in some why lead to Heaven. I almost became convinced I shouldnt call myself a Christian any longer. I became convinced that I was enlightened and free.

Soon after God dealt very intensely in my spirit but I couldnt hear him clearly and often times just down right ignored him. I was fornicating and so in love that I felt too ashamed to turn to God and was in fear because I knew once I turned to God I would have to give up my ex. He wasnt good for me and encouraged some of my beliefs. Keep in mind me and my ex called ourselves Christians.

Over the past year, God turned my world upside down. Too much to name. But I've learned to thank God and be faithful in the storms because just like rain is needed for trees to grow so our trials to make us stronger. All in all, he was preparing me for a time when he knew I would be brought to my knees. And I was brought down....

I left my ex and I immediately thought clearer. God spoke to my spirit and made a few things very clear to me:

1. Do not question me. I know whats best for you. I love you and will never lead you astray.
2. I am a jealous God. Do not put a man or yourself before Me.
3. I came to earth and lived a perfect life to save you from yourself and to show you how to live. So give me your cares, take my cares, and follow me.

Ever since then, even though I may not always be able to articulate it well but You can not tell me Jesus doesnt live. You can not me that there is not a spiritual warfare going on. I am committed to living the life Christ died for me to have.

My goal is to be willing just as Mary was willing to be used to advance God's will.

What a powerful testimony! Thank you so much for sharing this! God is a faithful God and His truth endures from everlasting to everlasting!