This is the delima ladies...I have been going out with this guy for a couple of months, in the begining i thought this was it-educated, handsome, intelligent, good conversations..everything-or so i thought was everything. Fast foward to the present after a couple of hurtful arguments, bad sex, boredom -I really dont feel the same way i did before. But the problem is he still thinks that there is a chance between us. but in my head i am like
I mean i know he is a good man... no one is perfect. i dont know if it is the love making--horrible i rather watch paint dry--no sexual chemistry what so ever. In the past before i met him i always attracted men that were never really in to me and i was doing the chasing, the crying, the spying, the calling--everything. Now a halfway decent guy comes my way who wants to really make me happy and here i am holding on to him knowing damn well that my feelings are not the same as his. but i dont want to let him go because i know there are really not many good men out there... I know-- dont throw stones at me..i know what iam doing is wrong its not fair to him and iam short changing both of us. he deserves to be with someone who wants to be with him and i deserve to be with someone who i really want to be with. I dont know how much longer i can do this and whats worse he is there thinking that things will get better. i feel so confused
I bet if it were a guy treating me like crap i would of been in love.
...sighs..
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