Naveah2050
Well-Known Member
Hang in there it will get better!Thank u ladies for the support. I am tearing my hair out waiting to be hospitalized. I am trying hard not to end it all. I am so tired...
Hang in there it will get better!Thank u ladies for the support. I am tearing my hair out waiting to be hospitalized. I am trying hard not to end it all. I am so tired...
Thank u ladies for the support. I am tearing my hair out waiting to be hospitalized. I am trying hard not to end it all. I am so tired...
Agree, I've known persons who have gotten admitted right away or if there was a scheduled admittance it wasn't drawn out this long. This situation/issue is just going in circles.Is there a way you can go sooner? I don't understand someone in your state having to sit around and wait to be hospitalized. Unless it's your doing.
Ganja where are you now?
I was thinking to call my psychiatrist and ask her to speak to them to see if they can admit me earlier. I just want to end it all but do not because i dont want my nieces nephews and god children to be sad.
@Ganjababy you may feel this way right now but you won't always feel this way. I know you are not religious (iirc) but I'm sure you can agree that it is not natural to want to end your life (though it happens) . Our nature as humans is to survive. So you know this is not how you are meant to feel and something (chemical or spiritual) is affecting how you are thinking. This can be fixed! This is a temporary sickness and you can get well! Hang in there sweetheart.
Update:
I finally got a call from the hospital with a date. I will be admitted in less than a month (that is the best they can do as they have a long waiting list).
I broke down and cried and cried. It was really hard to finally get the help I needed. Finally. My boss already hired a guy to help cover while I am away. I am just feeling paranoid about the Becky who asked me for a promotion as soon as I told her I was going off sick. She will manage while I am away. I am not going to stand for no underhanded crap when I come back so she better be prepared.
I will be there for 2 months. No lap tops or phones allowed. I don't know how I will cope. I am going to try and become an exercise addict or something. Read loads of books.
I so happy you are taken steps to wellness and am even more excited about your fresh start! We are gonna miss you around here for 2 whole months tho!
Do you feel any of the weigh lifting up?