I know I say so much on here. Please forgive me. I have no one to share with IRL. I lie, I do but I have too much bloody pride. I do not want them to know my business.
I am tired of my husband. I want a divorce. I have not told anyone in real life. Everyone think we are this perfect couple. If we divorce we will break our families heart. His family love me so much. Mine thinks he is the second coming. Me? I want more.
There was always something about him that I could not put my finger on. I finally realized what it was. He resents me for thinking highly of myself. He told me I act like I am above everyone else and act like a princess. I was brought up by my dad, god knows he was a kang but he always made me feel like I was the most precious thing the almighty created and that I deserved everything life had to offer.
My husband's parents are still together. His dad is a wimp who forced his mom to grow balls. Because of that I think he resents me because I am just like mom and he is like is dad but add a growing self awareness and resentment. He wants us to go to counselling when I get myself together. I want a new husband.
I feel like a deserve an upgrade. We were equally yoked when we got married but now not so much. This is something that is not talked about on here enough. What happens when you start out on equal footing but the woman outgrows the man?
Should I stay because he supported (by force because I knew I deserved no less) me through 4 university degrees? Got bullied by me into investing in homes? I could stay but for him to to basically admit and tell me in other words that I a smelling myself was like a turning point. I am so tired of men feeling threatened by me. Not all men I have been with, but the ones who mattered.
If I am going to make a break it will be now or never, before I am old and decrepit. I feel as if he resents me for my self confidence and expectations.
This was not evident when we got married 16 years ago. But the he was more educated and was the breadwinner, he still is the breadwinner but I supplement by decorating our house with expensive furniture etc. I refuse to live below my standards to make him feel like a man.
In my heart I feel,like it's time for an upgrade. I guess I am a cold hearted wench...
He served his purpose. Now he is just getting on my nerves, plus he resents me and I cannot take it. Though I take full responsibility for the resentment. He cannot handle my severe depression, anxiety, ptsd and other stuff. He can do better and so can I when I get better. Sobs...
I am tired of my husband. I want a divorce. I have not told anyone in real life. Everyone think we are this perfect couple. If we divorce we will break our families heart. His family love me so much. Mine thinks he is the second coming. Me? I want more.
There was always something about him that I could not put my finger on. I finally realized what it was. He resents me for thinking highly of myself. He told me I act like I am above everyone else and act like a princess. I was brought up by my dad, god knows he was a kang but he always made me feel like I was the most precious thing the almighty created and that I deserved everything life had to offer.
My husband's parents are still together. His dad is a wimp who forced his mom to grow balls. Because of that I think he resents me because I am just like mom and he is like is dad but add a growing self awareness and resentment. He wants us to go to counselling when I get myself together. I want a new husband.
I feel like a deserve an upgrade. We were equally yoked when we got married but now not so much. This is something that is not talked about on here enough. What happens when you start out on equal footing but the woman outgrows the man?
Should I stay because he supported (by force because I knew I deserved no less) me through 4 university degrees? Got bullied by me into investing in homes? I could stay but for him to to basically admit and tell me in other words that I a smelling myself was like a turning point. I am so tired of men feeling threatened by me. Not all men I have been with, but the ones who mattered.
If I am going to make a break it will be now or never, before I am old and decrepit. I feel as if he resents me for my self confidence and expectations.
This was not evident when we got married 16 years ago. But the he was more educated and was the breadwinner, he still is the breadwinner but I supplement by decorating our house with expensive furniture etc. I refuse to live below my standards to make him feel like a man.
In my heart I feel,like it's time for an upgrade. I guess I am a cold hearted wench...
He served his purpose. Now he is just getting on my nerves, plus he resents me and I cannot take it. Though I take full responsibility for the resentment. He cannot handle my severe depression, anxiety, ptsd and other stuff. He can do better and so can I when I get better. Sobs...
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