So recently I have stopped wearing weaves and I am love love LOVING my hair! I am relaxed (only recently - was natural under the weaves) and I got a pretty cute cut. It is probably about neck length, grazing shoulder length already. This hair is growing back so fast and years ago I couldn't even get past ear length. Man oh man, have I learned a lot here but I digress. I feel much more confident and "proud" of myself wearing my real hair. Everyday isn't a picnic but I love it. Now at work I am getting compliments left and right - from all of the white people! They all think I look so cute and they love touching my hair and tell me how soft and shiny and healthy looking it is. One woman even said "It is so pretty. I wish I had hair like yours" They could be buttering me up but no one gave me a second look when I had the weave.
Today, one of the 3 black men that work in my office gives me a sad look and says "what's the matter?" I tell him nothing and he goes "Are you sure? You aren't going through anything? Why did you cut your hair?" Umm because I wanted to. And firstly dude, I have been wearing weaves all this time. Don't act like this is a revelation. That kind of ticked me off. It brought me back to years ago when I got a really short hair cut and my mom accused me of having a nervous breakdown. Most people (black people) that don't really know about hair assume that you are "going through something" when you cut your hair or decide you don't want to wear your real hair no matter how short it is - as long as it looks good.
Has this happened to anyone else before. I mean, he thinks that I am upset or having a hard time or depressed or whatever else. It kind of ticked me off but I was more amused than anything else. Especially since I haven't smiled so much in the 4 years I've worked here. And that is simply because I love my hair and the way I look everyday. I sneak into the bathroom just to look in the mirror and touch my hair. (I know I have to stop that though lol)
Today, one of the 3 black men that work in my office gives me a sad look and says "what's the matter?" I tell him nothing and he goes "Are you sure? You aren't going through anything? Why did you cut your hair?" Umm because I wanted to. And firstly dude, I have been wearing weaves all this time. Don't act like this is a revelation. That kind of ticked me off. It brought me back to years ago when I got a really short hair cut and my mom accused me of having a nervous breakdown. Most people (black people) that don't really know about hair assume that you are "going through something" when you cut your hair or decide you don't want to wear your real hair no matter how short it is - as long as it looks good.
Has this happened to anyone else before. I mean, he thinks that I am upset or having a hard time or depressed or whatever else. It kind of ticked me off but I was more amused than anything else. Especially since I haven't smiled so much in the 4 years I've worked here. And that is simply because I love my hair and the way I look everyday. I sneak into the bathroom just to look in the mirror and touch my hair. (I know I have to stop that though lol)
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