I think you can have versatile styles with both natural and relaxed hair. I am relaxed because I enjoy the straight look and I can maintain it for a month or so. I like the natural look, but I will wait until latter years of my life to be natural.
Follow your heart on this decision. If you decide to go natural don't look at the natural process in a negative light, just see it as a change and new beginning!
This is such a positive attitude to have when dealing with your hair. Because for me once you look at something in a negative light that's what it's going to be. I'm just finishing up on a 15 week stretch and let me tell you I love my hair, natural and relaxed parts.I to am like OP,after doing this stretch I too am at a cross roads of such.Should I or should I not,heck I'm thinking of canceling my appt this Wednesday for a touch up.Plus it's hot as heck,I wouldn't be wearing my hair down on my neck anyway.So who knows