Ive been praying about that hard lately!! I don't know if he wants me in ministry? In service? Writing? Etc. I do find that I love praying! I'm working myself up to praying longer, like using a timer and asking the Holy Spirit to guide me in praying. Sometimes God uses your strengths as a tool in his ministry. For example, many people flock to me for their problems ( marriage, work, etc), and although I don't always know what to say, I listen. Right now I am at a standstill with my career, I've applied to many positions and no such luck. I do have the experience and certificates but no such luck. I am praying and trusting God because he knows the plans he has for me. Jeremiah 29:11