I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Every little thing upsets me. My husband, my stepdaughter, my parents, my grandparents, my in-laws, my co-workers, strangers….the only person that doesn’t upset me is my baby girl. I just don’t know what is wrong with me. I can go from feeling peaceful for a few days to feeling irritated and overwhelmed. I do have a lot going on in my life, but I can usually handle things. The weird thing is that I think one of my co-workers may be the root of the cause. She is bi-polar and I feel like that spirit is attacking me. I was fine this morning until I got to work. Within an hour of me being here my mood changed and this has been happening a lot lately. She and I sit on the same side of the room and sometimes I walk in the office and our side of the room, particularly the area where she sits is dark. Not literally, but it just seems to have some sort of dark feeling to it. My husband just got back in town and he stopped by my job to see me. I played gospel music at my desk for a few days last week and that seemed to help. What do I do?
What is wrong with me?
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Hey Darlin'
You are simply overwhelmed. And for you I plead the Blood of Jesus over your entire heart, your family and your emotions.
From this moment on, the gentle flow of the Holy Spirit covers and soothes every fiber of your being, inside and out. The love of God and His warmth stills the chill of fear and emotions that have unsettled your life.
All that you need to do, will be done. All you need financially, will be covered, all you need to have rest and peace, shall be given unto you in great measure. For this is God's gift to you, His love and His heart.
With everlasting love He is whispering into your heart,
"My precious daughter, 'give to me'. Give it all to me and allow it be my burden and no longer yours. Take my yoke for it is easy. Yes, let me carry this for you and be not afraid to let it go...all of it. For because you are mine, your cares are mine and I will take care of them all. I will not let you fall into failure, nor stumble into despair. My darling daughter, give me your care. Because I love you." :heart2:
Mrselle, just take a deep breath. Right where you are. Breath in through your nose and allow the air to fill your belly. Then breath out through your mouth very softly. Breathing allows you to relax and as you relax, you can receive more of what God is speaking to you. All in love.
Take care Angel. It's going to be okay. That's God promise to you.
Specifically regarding your co-worker...
"I know the Lord is always with me. I will not be shaken, for He is right beside me." (Psalm 16:8)
This is with or without Gospel music....
It's okay, there is no spirit that can affect you about her. None. You're just tired and need a break from the same routine.
"I know the Lord is always with me. I will not be shaken, for He is right beside me." (Psalm 16:8)
This is with or without Gospel music....
It's okay, there is no spirit that can affect you about her. None. You're just tired and need a break from the same routine.
Shimmie,
Thank you so much for your prayers. Your prayers have brought tears to my eyes. I am trying to hold it all together because I am at work and don’t want anyone to see me cry. Deep in my heart I know that I am overwhelmed, but there is this part of me that feels like I shouldn’t be because many women juggle everything that I have to juggle and so much more. My grandmother had FIVE kids and she worked and she took care of the house and she took care of my grandfather. Surely, I should be able to handle work, husband, school, and two kids.
Thank you so much for your prayers. Your prayers have brought tears to my eyes. I am trying to hold it all together because I am at work and don’t want anyone to see me cry. Deep in my heart I know that I am overwhelmed, but there is this part of me that feels like I shouldn’t be because many women juggle everything that I have to juggle and so much more. My grandmother had FIVE kids and she worked and she took care of the house and she took care of my grandfather. Surely, I should be able to handle work, husband, school, and two kids.
But Sweetheart, we are not our grandmothers.
Even today with all of it's technology, we are still filled with an overload to achieve beyond what we are able. God is calling out to us, "Come Away My Beloved", come away and I will give you Rest. He sees all that you are doing and He knows your limitations. We cannot do it all. This life we live today demands too much to keep up. Life was really much simpler in our grandmother's time. Even those who still chopped wood to make the daily stove fires has it easier. For today, we have to work triple time just to pay the bill that keeps our lights on.
I won't begin to tell you about the struggles I have with pantyhose. Ei, yie, yie...
Angel, you're expecting too much from yourself; much more of yourself than God is expecting of you. That's why He says to please Him, not man. For man is NEVER satisfied, yet God is always content with us just as we are.
Just as you are. Look what He says,
I know thy works: behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it: for thou hast a little strength, and hast kept my word, and hast not denied my name. (Revelation 3:8)
Mrselle, God has not called you to live your grandmother's burdens. To honor her for her faithfulness and endurance...YES, by all means. What a wonderful woman. And angel, so are you...a wonderful woman.
Even she, your grandmother, would embrace you for the loads you have undertaken and she would smile with pride speak these words...
"Lord, this here is my little girl,...this is my 'seed', my generation, to whom I have given life to. Now, Babygirl, don't be a-tryin' to kill yourself. Take some time out to sit in the garden; plant some roses; eat some fresh collards and don't burn the cabbage patch before it grows full bloom.
Babygirl, think of those times when I took time to drink the lemonade and not just make it. Think of the sugar and spices and not the cutting and chopping of the wood, to bake those pies you loved so much.
Babygirl, take your life and enjoy the peace that God wants you to enjoy. Babygirl, take the precious time for me; to love your husband and family while they are well and healthy.
Take the time to enjoy and love on Jesus...our Saviour and Babygirl, take some time to think about me. I love you; you were always my favorite among them all. Oh yes, you were always 'Nannies' favorite.
So rest for me. I love you and my heart is counting on you to enjoy this life as I lived and fought for you to do. And remember these...
hee, hee...nope.
But Sweetheart, we are not our grandmothers.
Life was really much simpler in our grandmother's time. Even those who still chopped wood to make the daily stove fires has it easier. For today, we have to work triple time just to pay the bill that keeps our lights on.
I won't begin to tell you about the struggles I have with pantyhose. Ei, yie, yie...
Angel, you're expecting too much from yourself; much more of yourself than God is expecting of you. That's why He says to please Him, not man. For man is NEVER satisfied, yet God is always content with us just as we are.
Look what He says,
I know thy works: behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it: for thou hast a little strength, and hast kept my word, and hast not denied my name. (Revelation 3:8)
Mrselle, God has not called you to live your grandmother's burdens. To honor her for her faithfulness and endurance...YES, by all means. What a wonderful woman. And angel, so are you...a wonderful woman.
Even she, your grandmother, would embrace you for the loads you have undertaken and she would smile with pride speak these words...
"Lord, this here is my little girl,...this is my 'seed', my generation, to whom I have given life to. Now, Babygirl, don't be a-tryin' to kill yourself. Take some time out to sit in the garden; plant some roses; eat some fresh collards and don't burn the cabbage patch before it grows full bloom.
Babygirl, think of those times when I took time to drink the lemonade and not just make it. Think of the sugar and spices and not the cutting and chopping of the wood, to bake those pies you loved so much.
Babygirl, take your life and enjoy the peace that God wants you to enjoy. Babygirl, take the precious time for me; to love your husband and family while they are well and healthy.
Take the time to enjoy and love on Jesus...our Saviour and Babygirl, take some time to think about me. I love you; you were always my favorite among them all. Oh yes, you were always 'Nannies' favorite.
So rest for me. I love you and my heart is counting on you to enjoy this life as I lived and fought for you to do. And remember these...
Thank you, Shimmie. Thank you. You'll never know what these words mean to me. Thank you. Sometimes I forget that God sees everything that I am going through. Thank you for reminding me that He does see and He does care.
Just take care of yourself, okay? As my babygirl tells me, "It's not that serious..." Of course she gets my "mommie" frown...
But take care of you. Take lots of Bubble baths, light candles, read and surround yourself with soft worship music (not gospel...for now...it's too jumpy). Your spirit needs to calm down. Bake a big chocolate CHIP cookie for your husband...just for him. His smile will light up YOUR world.
Be blessed precious one.
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Hey girly! God loves you and He definitely can settle your emotions. Keep playing your gospel music. I would also suggest annointing her work area and your work area. Pray everyday before you enter that space. Those unclean spirits are no joke. But God can protect you and even deliver her in the process.
