There wasn't one particular event. God made us to have a "special place" in our hearts/souls that longs to know Him. I was getting tired of doing the same thing (clubbing, drinking, smoking, school, work, blah, blah, blah). My life had become so mundane and I just knew that there had to be something more for me. I know that is why i tried so much...(drugs, drinking, sex, men, whatever) trying to fill that empty part of my life. When I came to the realization that GOD and GOD only was meant to fill the void that is when I finally found joy and fullness. I don't have to look to anything or any earthly person for that anymore.