I know I may get some harsh replies to this but I'm still going ask...
I'm just having a really hard time finding a church I actually look forward to going on Sundays.
I went to a great church for 3 years and then moved to another state and found an ok church which I attended to for a year. For reasons I'd rather not go into, I felt I needed to leave that church. Since then, I've just struggled.
For one, I'm getting so "scared" to walk into these churches alone.There are no other large ones where I can just walk in,sit in the back,and not be noticed.
Other ones have boring boring boring worship music - where I just wish I could speed it all up.
Others have very weak sermons in addition to boring boring music.
Others I haven't tried are more baptist churches - and I do not like that style of worship and teaching.
I want to find a ministry.
I want to make Christian friends.
I want to grow.
I've been reading a lot and I'm actually in two bible studies. I watch Christian television pastors like Dr.Charles Stanley and Dr.David Jeremiah. They have so much better teaching than anything else I've found.
I know there's no such thing as a perfect church. I just want one that I enjoy and at least look forward to attending on Sunday. I've been off/on church since January and I really miss it.
I'm just having a really hard time finding a church I actually look forward to going on Sundays.
I went to a great church for 3 years and then moved to another state and found an ok church which I attended to for a year. For reasons I'd rather not go into, I felt I needed to leave that church. Since then, I've just struggled.
For one, I'm getting so "scared" to walk into these churches alone.There are no other large ones where I can just walk in,sit in the back,and not be noticed.
Other ones have boring boring boring worship music - where I just wish I could speed it all up.
Others have very weak sermons in addition to boring boring music.
Others I haven't tried are more baptist churches - and I do not like that style of worship and teaching.
I want to find a ministry.
I want to make Christian friends.
I want to grow.
I've been reading a lot and I'm actually in two bible studies. I watch Christian television pastors like Dr.Charles Stanley and Dr.David Jeremiah. They have so much better teaching than anything else I've found.
I know there's no such thing as a perfect church. I just want one that I enjoy and at least look forward to attending on Sunday. I've been off/on church since January and I really miss it.