Minx
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My Dear Christian sisters:
I am in deep need of prayer.
I am ending my relationship of nearly two years to an unsaved man.
He was raised Islamic, although he no longer practises that faith.
I'll tell you what he's into in a minute.
Some background:
We met in college.
When he first approached me, my spirit said "run", and I did,
I brushed him off and kept moving.
But I felt like I was being paranoid, and didn't give him a fair chance.
Turns out we had two classes together, I later started talking to him.
To this day, I regret that decision.
It's a long story,so I won't give you too many details.
Suffice it to say it has been a timultuous two years.
I am paying the price for disobedience.
Anyway, he's very charming, tall and good looking, and is very skilled at manipulating people. I didn't know this until I had fallen for him.
I have tried to leave him, we have agreed to split up many times, but we always end up getting back together.
Until now....I can't take it anymore.
I thought I was woman enough to handle it.
I thought I could pray over this relationship and keep moving.
I thought I could be a light in his dark life, he has such a dark and sinister lifestyle.
I thought maybe God could use me to show him the Way(Jesus).
But being around him, he has brought so much drama into my life.
He drains my energy, and he is extremely mean when he wants to be.
Some days he's funny and talkative, takes me out and shows me a good time.
Other days he's somebody I don't even know who.
He always apologizes and blames it on the medication that he takes for his back injury.
But things have gotten so terrible now.
He's also doing some really off the wall stuff.
He is no longer at the university with me.
He has been put out of for threats to faculty( 2 professors and a book store clerk).
Then he left his nice suburban home, said the expenses were too much and he was tired of his shiftless sons not helping, so he put them out and he's now living out of his van and out of hotels ( he thought he could stay with me, but I don't play that).
But he says he likes "being free" and living that way.
Now he's doing some really off the wall stuff.
He's back into the music business being a street hustler, hustling CD's with a group of teenagers, male and female out of his van.
He's 42!!!!!!!!
I told him he needs some antipsychotic medication because I think he's losing his mind.
My dear sisters,
I made a terrible, terrible mistake.
I can't help this man!!!
This is where the demonic activity comes in
He's a Hip Hop producers and has a group which consists of his son and and several other rappers.
I need to warn those of you who are parents, if your children listen to Hip Hop, be on the look out for this group.
The name of the group is Godfella's.....
they are stating in their lyrics that the Black man is God and that the worse thing the white man ever did to the black man was to teach him to believe in a mystery God.
These are the teachings of the cult called the five percent nation of god's and earth's....I learned about them right before I met him, so I was already aware of thier teachings.
They are a demonic cult and their lies come straight from the pit of hell.
In addition, this man told me yesterday that he's teaching this garbage to all the black youth he comes into contact with.
He says he's building an army to come against Christians, the white man, and all Blacks who are "sell outs" living the white man's lifestyle.
He says he's preparing to go to war.
He does carry a gun.
So I told him he can either let that stuff go or I go.
I told him that the devil is just using him, and that's why his mind is so twisted, he's possessed.
I told him the path he is on leads to death.
He of course was offended and left my house, but not before telling me that he doesn't care if he dies.....he has four children, ages 9-21.
I got out my Bible to study the word.
I fasted and I prayed all day.
I cried and called out to my savior Jesus Christ for forgiveness.
I want deliverence from this situation.
I know this is the devil, I know it.
I need help with these spirits.
I have rebuked them in the name of Jesus.
But I need prayer because I am hurting that it has come to this.
Why wasn't I able to help him?
I wanted God to use me to turn this man around.
Instead, I wasn't able to do anything to help him get right, in fact he has gotten progressively worse.
Now I need healing, I am weary and I am weak.
I am too ashamed to tell my family and friends, or go to my Bishop.
nobody knows what I have just shared with you all.
But I can't do this by myself anymore.
Y'all please pray for me.
dk
I am in deep need of prayer.
I am ending my relationship of nearly two years to an unsaved man.
He was raised Islamic, although he no longer practises that faith.
I'll tell you what he's into in a minute.
Some background:
We met in college.
When he first approached me, my spirit said "run", and I did,
I brushed him off and kept moving.
But I felt like I was being paranoid, and didn't give him a fair chance.
Turns out we had two classes together, I later started talking to him.
To this day, I regret that decision.
It's a long story,so I won't give you too many details.
Suffice it to say it has been a timultuous two years.
I am paying the price for disobedience.
Anyway, he's very charming, tall and good looking, and is very skilled at manipulating people. I didn't know this until I had fallen for him.
I have tried to leave him, we have agreed to split up many times, but we always end up getting back together.
Until now....I can't take it anymore.
I thought I was woman enough to handle it.
I thought I could pray over this relationship and keep moving.
I thought I could be a light in his dark life, he has such a dark and sinister lifestyle.
I thought maybe God could use me to show him the Way(Jesus).
But being around him, he has brought so much drama into my life.
He drains my energy, and he is extremely mean when he wants to be.
Some days he's funny and talkative, takes me out and shows me a good time.
Other days he's somebody I don't even know who.
He always apologizes and blames it on the medication that he takes for his back injury.
But things have gotten so terrible now.
He's also doing some really off the wall stuff.
He is no longer at the university with me.
He has been put out of for threats to faculty( 2 professors and a book store clerk).
Then he left his nice suburban home, said the expenses were too much and he was tired of his shiftless sons not helping, so he put them out and he's now living out of his van and out of hotels ( he thought he could stay with me, but I don't play that).
But he says he likes "being free" and living that way.
Now he's doing some really off the wall stuff.
He's back into the music business being a street hustler, hustling CD's with a group of teenagers, male and female out of his van.
He's 42!!!!!!!!
I told him he needs some antipsychotic medication because I think he's losing his mind.
My dear sisters,
I made a terrible, terrible mistake.
I can't help this man!!!
This is where the demonic activity comes in
He's a Hip Hop producers and has a group which consists of his son and and several other rappers.
I need to warn those of you who are parents, if your children listen to Hip Hop, be on the look out for this group.
The name of the group is Godfella's.....
they are stating in their lyrics that the Black man is God and that the worse thing the white man ever did to the black man was to teach him to believe in a mystery God.
These are the teachings of the cult called the five percent nation of god's and earth's....I learned about them right before I met him, so I was already aware of thier teachings.
They are a demonic cult and their lies come straight from the pit of hell.
In addition, this man told me yesterday that he's teaching this garbage to all the black youth he comes into contact with.
He says he's building an army to come against Christians, the white man, and all Blacks who are "sell outs" living the white man's lifestyle.
He says he's preparing to go to war.
He does carry a gun.
So I told him he can either let that stuff go or I go.
I told him that the devil is just using him, and that's why his mind is so twisted, he's possessed.
I told him the path he is on leads to death.
He of course was offended and left my house, but not before telling me that he doesn't care if he dies.....he has four children, ages 9-21.
I got out my Bible to study the word.
I fasted and I prayed all day.
I cried and called out to my savior Jesus Christ for forgiveness.
I want deliverence from this situation.
I know this is the devil, I know it.
I need help with these spirits.
I have rebuked them in the name of Jesus.
But I need prayer because I am hurting that it has come to this.
Why wasn't I able to help him?
I wanted God to use me to turn this man around.
Instead, I wasn't able to do anything to help him get right, in fact he has gotten progressively worse.
Now I need healing, I am weary and I am weak.
I am too ashamed to tell my family and friends, or go to my Bishop.
nobody knows what I have just shared with you all.
But I can't do this by myself anymore.
Y'all please pray for me.
dk