Sorry I made you cry! But you really do deserve that kind of commitment and sureness. Nothing you are lacking. If you are lacking anything it's knowing the truth about how wonderful you are.
I listen to this daily morning called The Kidd Kraddick Show. One of the co-hosts broke up with her boyfriend over vacation last year and told him not to come back unless he was ready for a commitment. Then she went on living her life, going on vacations, and dating other men. He knocked on her door during Thanksgiving, asked her to move in, and proposed.