i am glad to know i am not the only one that was (trying to get) over this. i don't know what you mean "feel ways no one has made me feel before" but with this guy i was dealing with, he made me question myelf too. i mean, it was very hard to deal with someone who says they are a Christian but the fact that he discouraged or kind of down played my celibacy made it diffucult for me personally. Especially after you have developed a bond or attachment to the person, you really start to value what they say, even though he is only human. But I am just glad and pray that God is taking me to a place that I will get over him because it is very hard but the truth is, when a man effects your relationship with God negatively, then there is a problem.
That's the scary thing about being in love, that we as women sometimes begin to question ourselves and let men effect our relationship or walk with God. I don't want that and pray that whoever else that I fall in love with will respect every part of me.