Irresistible
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But now he is back! I got my baby back!
Sometimes I think we can try to guard our heart so much that we push love out and away not even realizing it. We think we have to be strong and lose the whole war while trying to win a few battles refusing to show our need to and for love and our 'weakness'
I took some time to myself! I guess to know myself better, I felt lost, for whatever reason. He aint no angel or no cake walk either , I suppsose thats why, unreal expectations, wanting it to be easy , more 'my' way. Well I got to know myself, and I found out that I aint no damn cake walk either and I'm just the same ole me I have been, nothing new there, but I like the ME I am when I am with him a whole lot better than the me without him!
I am blessed to have learned an even deeper appreciation for selfless love when I thought I knew it all already, I learned I dont know as much as I think I DO ,when it comes to love , it dont play by rules! HE LOVES ME! and I mean he loves me just as I am no false pretense bulllshyt! and for that I am blessed! Thanking God we found our way back through our own self demise bullshtyt! We held eachother and cried, we knew we were back home again!
Sometimes I think we can try to guard our heart so much that we push love out and away not even realizing it. We think we have to be strong and lose the whole war while trying to win a few battles refusing to show our need to and for love and our 'weakness'
I took some time to myself! I guess to know myself better, I felt lost, for whatever reason. He aint no angel or no cake walk either , I suppsose thats why, unreal expectations, wanting it to be easy , more 'my' way. Well I got to know myself, and I found out that I aint no damn cake walk either and I'm just the same ole me I have been, nothing new there, but I like the ME I am when I am with him a whole lot better than the me without him!
I am blessed to have learned an even deeper appreciation for selfless love when I thought I knew it all already, I learned I dont know as much as I think I DO ,when it comes to love , it dont play by rules! HE LOVES ME! and I mean he loves me just as I am no false pretense bulllshyt! and for that I am blessed! Thanking God we found our way back through our own self demise bullshtyt! We held eachother and cried, we knew we were back home again!