Glib Gurl
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Okay, so as we've established here, I have some self-esteem issues. Mostly they center around my weight and general feelings of inadequacy about my physicality.
Now, we've all heard it said that you have to love yourself before anyone else will love you. No one will think you're hot if you don't. Etc., etc.
While there's some merit behind that, I don't think it's the end-all-be-all deciding factor. First off, it implies that everyone in a (healthy, stable) relationship has this self-love thing down pat. Well, I know plenty of people with jacked up self-images who find themselves in loving, committed relationships. In fact, its their partner who helps them see the beauty (physical or otherwise) in themselves and helps turn their negativity around.
At the same time, though, I do recognize what a turn off low self-esteem can be because I don't find it attractive in others myself. Plus, I think it opens you up to very unhealthy, abusive relationships.
But, the fact that people look at me like I have three heads when i walk down the street makes me feel very badly. It's hard to walk around thinking your the ish when people treat you like ish. (I know - I'm in charge of my feelings, no one can make me inferior without my consent, yadda yadda yadda.) Plus, no genuine prospect ever really approaches me (although I do get more than my fair share of janitors and bums hollerin' at me ).
So, I guess what I'm saying is that I have a chicken-or-the-egg problem. I have low self-esteem (or really, what I have is bad body image) and I feel that the only way I won't have that is if I find someone who loves me (in spite of these things). But, I won't be able to find anyone who loves me precisely because of my low self-esteem/bad body image.
What is a girl to do???? Seriously. I need advice, tips, strategies . . . something!
Also, I'd really appreciate any stories you ladies can share about how self-image has impacted your relationships or those of people you know.
Thank you
Glib
P.S. - BTW, I realize that the most obvious answer is to lose the weight, put on some makeup, wear nice clothes, etc. I'm working on all of that. The weight part especially will not happen over night. So, unless I plan to just lay low until I'm a smaller size (a strategy I have genuinely considered), I need to know what I can do to cope now. Also, I realize this is hardly just an external problem - the weight is just indicative of other things going on inside.
P.P.S. - BTW, lest anyone think otherwise, I am not fishing for compliments here, nor am I looking for anyone to give me any tough love about fixing my self-esteem. Thanks.
Now, we've all heard it said that you have to love yourself before anyone else will love you. No one will think you're hot if you don't. Etc., etc.
While there's some merit behind that, I don't think it's the end-all-be-all deciding factor. First off, it implies that everyone in a (healthy, stable) relationship has this self-love thing down pat. Well, I know plenty of people with jacked up self-images who find themselves in loving, committed relationships. In fact, its their partner who helps them see the beauty (physical or otherwise) in themselves and helps turn their negativity around.
At the same time, though, I do recognize what a turn off low self-esteem can be because I don't find it attractive in others myself. Plus, I think it opens you up to very unhealthy, abusive relationships.
But, the fact that people look at me like I have three heads when i walk down the street makes me feel very badly. It's hard to walk around thinking your the ish when people treat you like ish. (I know - I'm in charge of my feelings, no one can make me inferior without my consent, yadda yadda yadda.) Plus, no genuine prospect ever really approaches me (although I do get more than my fair share of janitors and bums hollerin' at me ).
So, I guess what I'm saying is that I have a chicken-or-the-egg problem. I have low self-esteem (or really, what I have is bad body image) and I feel that the only way I won't have that is if I find someone who loves me (in spite of these things). But, I won't be able to find anyone who loves me precisely because of my low self-esteem/bad body image.
What is a girl to do???? Seriously. I need advice, tips, strategies . . . something!
Also, I'd really appreciate any stories you ladies can share about how self-image has impacted your relationships or those of people you know.
Thank you
Glib
P.S. - BTW, I realize that the most obvious answer is to lose the weight, put on some makeup, wear nice clothes, etc. I'm working on all of that. The weight part especially will not happen over night. So, unless I plan to just lay low until I'm a smaller size (a strategy I have genuinely considered), I need to know what I can do to cope now. Also, I realize this is hardly just an external problem - the weight is just indicative of other things going on inside.
P.P.S. - BTW, lest anyone think otherwise, I am not fishing for compliments here, nor am I looking for anyone to give me any tough love about fixing my self-esteem. Thanks.