blazingthru
Well-Known Member
I have a question. I love what I do very much its what I enjoy doing. But most importantly. I asked God for that job over and over. I asked that I get a job without interviewing and at a certain salary. In fact I said exactly what I wanted to start at 18 dollars in hour. I did not know at the time that the job paid more then that. I thought that was high for a non-graduate. I found out later that they wanted to pay me more and would have if I had asked. You know I was upset when I found out about it. Anyway. God answered my prayers in that order he gave me a job I did not have to interview for and starting at that salary. I also prayed that it was a job that I could do well. Which it is. I can do my job very well and I have learned to do even more since. I have been there since 1998. I have a new manager she has been my manager for about 6 months. I worked for her 6 months before she became my manager and then all I could say was thank God I do not report to her. Then they said I reported to her. She is low on the totem pole as far as title and she is black. I have to meet with her every week and talk. She talks to the other team members to find out scoop about me She chases them down and when there is no problem she pushes until she finds one. She likes to say I am only helping you. But I was doing fine before you came. Now I am nervous all the time and making more mistakes they are all minor mistakes that are made into big deals, I have anxiety, I hate coming into work. Mind you I am in admin. I answer the phones. screen calls take message, type letters, file ( my desk only) copy, pay bills. Pay outside counsel bills. do expense reports. make copies of those and send them on (ontime) order supplies for them. Order cell phones pay their cable bills from home, travel arrangment, chauffuer service with two or sometimes three countries. set up meetings not just here in the us but uk too!. I also do consultant agreements and advisory board agreement 60 or more a week sometimes and there is so much to do with them as well, Its to complicated to explain. I do all this every single day for three people and sometmes they ask me to do it for others. Is it possible to have a small clerical error in there? Also manage calendars schedule meetings with food included. I could go on and on that is my day at work. Then to hear oh you made a mistake on a meeting message( I corrected it of course) but she is only interested in the mistake. SHe asked that I think about it and write a message to her explaining how I can avoid making mistakes in the future. My question. God answered my prayers would I be walking away from a blessing from God to leave my position? I could tell you all the perps the company offers but really I am getting sick physically from the stress of trying not to make a mistake. Finding out that they find them when there is none. HELP!!!!! sorry its long but I alway do long anyway.
