AnjelLuvs
Well-Known Member
I am really going thru right now, professionally and emotionally, I just ask that some sisters from site will send up a prayer my way...
The issues currently facing are all in mind.... like truly experiencing the battlefield of mind syndrome so viguoursly talked about by Joyce Meyers....
I tell my self continously that I need to swallow some humble pie as others have it way worse out there... yea i tend to discredit my feelings/emotions/struggles because I think that I shouldnt feel this way...
Career... I HATE my job, like literally HATE... I want so much more for self and i know I can do it but choose to stay stagnanted in this mundane position, which I could do with eyes closed, mouth taped, hands behind back...
Personal... No love prospects, but hey not going to meet anyone going from home to work, ok partially my fault... maybe I am not saying the right prayers.... I am talking to a couple of guys, but again just passing time talking to them...
Family... that in and of itself is tear worthy... Its like how can you be in same household as someone else and never talk... But i know how to remedy that situation..
I just find my self tearing up, feeling bad about where I am in life... yadda yadda, kinda feeling like a woe is me moment just passed, that was a relief...
funny I feel like this when I have been sooo expectant for new year, the goals the challenges, the changes, but nope can only focus on what is not there, or about things of the past, etc...
thanks for letting me vent/share/get that off chest...
The issues currently facing are all in mind.... like truly experiencing the battlefield of mind syndrome so viguoursly talked about by Joyce Meyers....
I tell my self continously that I need to swallow some humble pie as others have it way worse out there... yea i tend to discredit my feelings/emotions/struggles because I think that I shouldnt feel this way...
Career... I HATE my job, like literally HATE... I want so much more for self and i know I can do it but choose to stay stagnanted in this mundane position, which I could do with eyes closed, mouth taped, hands behind back...
Personal... No love prospects, but hey not going to meet anyone going from home to work, ok partially my fault... maybe I am not saying the right prayers.... I am talking to a couple of guys, but again just passing time talking to them...
Family... that in and of itself is tear worthy... Its like how can you be in same household as someone else and never talk... But i know how to remedy that situation..
I just find my self tearing up, feeling bad about where I am in life... yadda yadda, kinda feeling like a woe is me moment just passed, that was a relief...
funny I feel like this when I have been sooo expectant for new year, the goals the challenges, the changes, but nope can only focus on what is not there, or about things of the past, etc...
thanks for letting me vent/share/get that off chest...
The enemy truly attacks when you begin to stare away from his plan to Gods'...
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