Good Evening Everyone,
I'd like to try and make this as brief as I possibly can... Ok, here we go:
I was in a relationship w/ my X fiance for 7 years. We were engaged for 2 of those 7. I started realizing after we was engaged for 2 years, there was no wedding date set. So I confronted him about the situation and we came up with a date. When that date came there was an excuse - I want to get my last name changed to my father's last name
erplexed. OK that never happened. Next excuse I have an important meeting I have to go to that's out of town
.
So I started feeling sad and told him I was sick of living like married people and not married. He was like I understand. So I gave him 3 more months to get it together.
3 months later, nothing
. Okay, I had to really talk to my Heavenly Father. To make a long story short, I had to tell him that I wasn't feeling what Me and my Fiance was doing bc I knew it wasn't right in HIS eyes. So I told HIM that since I was so use to being w my Fiance that I was going to put all of my trust in HIM and step out on Faith to find me a place to live and just move out on my own w my 2 kids.
I bought me a 3 bedroom Condo. About 1 month after I moved out...Fiance called me at work and said", Let's go to Vegas and Get Married!
lachen:
I said NOPE! For the simple fact that I feel he stringed me alone for soooo long til I wasn't feelin' it. Don't get me wrong now, I LUV that man with ALL OF MY HEART, it's just...I don't know what to do! It's like my subconscious mind and my heart keep telling me that he is the man i'm going to marry, but the thought of what he took me through makes me put up this BIG shield between us. I don't know....
I'd like to try and make this as brief as I possibly can... Ok, here we go:
I was in a relationship w/ my X fiance for 7 years. We were engaged for 2 of those 7. I started realizing after we was engaged for 2 years, there was no wedding date set. So I confronted him about the situation and we came up with a date. When that date came there was an excuse - I want to get my last name changed to my father's last name
erplexed. OK that never happened. Next excuse I have an important meeting I have to go to that's out of town. So I started feeling sad and told him I was sick of living like married people and not married. He was like I understand. So I gave him 3 more months to get it together.
3 months later, nothing
. Okay, I had to really talk to my Heavenly Father. To make a long story short, I had to tell him that I wasn't feeling what Me and my Fiance was doing bc I knew it wasn't right in HIS eyes. So I told HIM that since I was so use to being w my Fiance that I was going to put all of my trust in HIM and step out on Faith to find me a place to live and just move out on my own w my 2 kids.I bought me a 3 bedroom Condo. About 1 month after I moved out...Fiance called me at work and said", Let's go to Vegas and Get Married!
lachen:I said NOPE! For the simple fact that I feel he stringed me alone for soooo long til I wasn't feelin' it. Don't get me wrong now, I LUV that man with ALL OF MY HEART, it's just...I don't know what to do! It's like my subconscious mind and my heart keep telling me that he is the man i'm going to marry, but the thought of what he took me through makes me put up this BIG shield between us. I don't know....
