HeChangedMyName
Well-Known Member
I am stressed out and I think it is affecting my kids.
I don't have a job. My savings is running out. I am starting to panic a little. I know that God is always on time, but I am starting to get to that point where fear is creeping in. My kids are acting a total monkey. They are not listening, screaming at one another, fighting, and I am trying my best to remain calm with them, but everything in me wants to just flip. The only time it is calm in my house is when they kids are either gone or asleep, and then even at those times, my mind is racing about how I will take care of the when the money runs out. Please pray for some calm, peace, a faith-boost or something to come into my household.
God has blessed me with a car that is reliable and now I am waiting for a job to follow. But, I also know that if it is God's will for me to stay at home with my kids, then he will make a way for me to do so. With that being said, I am being proactive with my job search, but I am doing it prayerfully and with God's will at the forefront. I am not willing to just jump into a job if it isn't in God's plans for me---I have done this before and found that I ended up worse off in the end for having done it.
I think I will take my kids to the park today and pray over them in the open sun in hopes that God will shine something down on them and calm their spirits. To y'all mommy's out there, you may know where I am, I am at the point where I want to cry because my kids wont do right. They are only 2 and 3 so I don't want to exhaust the power of the spanking to the point that they become immune to it. My 7 year old is at that point where I could either make or break his confidence(which he already struggles with) if I spank him too. I am at my whits ends y'all
I don't have a job. My savings is running out. I am starting to panic a little. I know that God is always on time, but I am starting to get to that point where fear is creeping in. My kids are acting a total monkey. They are not listening, screaming at one another, fighting, and I am trying my best to remain calm with them, but everything in me wants to just flip. The only time it is calm in my house is when they kids are either gone or asleep, and then even at those times, my mind is racing about how I will take care of the when the money runs out. Please pray for some calm, peace, a faith-boost or something to come into my household.
God has blessed me with a car that is reliable and now I am waiting for a job to follow. But, I also know that if it is God's will for me to stay at home with my kids, then he will make a way for me to do so. With that being said, I am being proactive with my job search, but I am doing it prayerfully and with God's will at the forefront. I am not willing to just jump into a job if it isn't in God's plans for me---I have done this before and found that I ended up worse off in the end for having done it.
I think I will take my kids to the park today and pray over them in the open sun in hopes that God will shine something down on them and calm their spirits. To y'all mommy's out there, you may know where I am, I am at the point where I want to cry because my kids wont do right. They are only 2 and 3 so I don't want to exhaust the power of the spanking to the point that they become immune to it. My 7 year old is at that point where I could either make or break his confidence(which he already struggles with) if I spank him too. I am at my whits ends y'all