BlackHairDiva
Well-Known Member
I'm desperately trying to get my life back together. This week,I applied for 3 jobs within ,my field,the marketing field. I'm really interested in these positions.
I haven't heard any news yet. I'm begging you, please pray that I get hired. I have been off the work force 3 years and then started working at a part time job ( it's been a little over 2 years).
I want to get a full time job, and move into my own apartment.
I'm tired !!!!!!! Ever since my dad died(2005) I have been living with: my granny, mom, sister in law, older brother and nieces, I take care of granny and between caring for granny and work, I have very little time for me!I can't watch TV, I can barely eat what I like, I don't even have time to take care of me and look half descent when I walk out the door. Things like a bath have become a fantasy. When in the bathroom, I get interrupted called at, gimme this gimme that, do this , do that.
I want my life back!!!!!!! I'm tired of eating supper at 3 am. I want to be normal. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. The situation I'm in is out of control. I tried talking, asking and negotiating for help. Nothing never comes through. Therefore, I want to simply move out. I attempted to do my exams to go back to school and get my masters. Well, after 2 years of trying to study and trying to write the exam. The outcome is the same, It didn't get done cause everyone else's stuff is more important than what I need to do for me. Therefore, I have to walk out. Period!
I haven't heard any news yet. I'm begging you, please pray that I get hired. I have been off the work force 3 years and then started working at a part time job ( it's been a little over 2 years).
I want to get a full time job, and move into my own apartment.
I'm tired !!!!!!! Ever since my dad died(2005) I have been living with: my granny, mom, sister in law, older brother and nieces, I take care of granny and between caring for granny and work, I have very little time for me!I can't watch TV, I can barely eat what I like, I don't even have time to take care of me and look half descent when I walk out the door. Things like a bath have become a fantasy. When in the bathroom, I get interrupted called at, gimme this gimme that, do this , do that.
I want my life back!!!!!!! I'm tired of eating supper at 3 am. I want to be normal. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. The situation I'm in is out of control. I tried talking, asking and negotiating for help. Nothing never comes through. Therefore, I want to simply move out. I attempted to do my exams to go back to school and get my masters. Well, after 2 years of trying to study and trying to write the exam. The outcome is the same, It didn't get done cause everyone else's stuff is more important than what I need to do for me. Therefore, I have to walk out. Period!