Blackoutzangel05
New Member
I have been hesistant to come here and ask for prayer but I don't know what else to do. I am tired ladies...really tired. And instead of hearing worldly advice, I came here for Christian love and support.
For those of you that don't know, I am recently married. Well I moved out of state and my husband and I live in Baltimore. 4 days after we got married, he lost his job and hasn't been able to find another one. I lost my job 2 weeks ago. I was working as a temp and not able to afford our rent on my own plus the car note, keeping food in the house, etc. So we ended up losing our house, on the verge of losing our car, and we are both jobless. Right now we are staying at my husband's grandmother's house in the basement. Which is were we stayed when we were dating and I would come and visit. This has been very hard on me and him too I am sure. Its frustrating because we just started out and have had everything ripped from us. We have both gone to our families to help us financially with things and that can get hard too sometimes. They help with what they can, but my parents, well I feel that part of them blames my husband for not being able to take care of me and then my mother keeps hinting at things and I am not sure if she is saying that I shouldn't have gotten married or that I need to move back home with them. Now it would be easier for me to move back home because I am more comfortable there and could be more of a wife instead of competing with my husband's grandmother (who is like his mother) and his real mother, who lives here as well with her husband. I don't cook much here and there is really no haven for me or my husband to go and spend time apart from each other. We are left sitting and looking in each other's face all day unless he is upstairs talking to his family for hours, which he claims to hate to do.
I have prayed for some solution and I am expecting something great and wonderous to happen for us, but saints I am tired. I am tired of things going wrong in my life. We have seriously hit the lowest points of our lives...and its hard to keep the faith when you don't see anything moving...but I am trying...
Thanks for listening, reading and praying..I feel better already!
For those of you that don't know, I am recently married. Well I moved out of state and my husband and I live in Baltimore. 4 days after we got married, he lost his job and hasn't been able to find another one. I lost my job 2 weeks ago. I was working as a temp and not able to afford our rent on my own plus the car note, keeping food in the house, etc. So we ended up losing our house, on the verge of losing our car, and we are both jobless. Right now we are staying at my husband's grandmother's house in the basement. Which is were we stayed when we were dating and I would come and visit. This has been very hard on me and him too I am sure. Its frustrating because we just started out and have had everything ripped from us. We have both gone to our families to help us financially with things and that can get hard too sometimes. They help with what they can, but my parents, well I feel that part of them blames my husband for not being able to take care of me and then my mother keeps hinting at things and I am not sure if she is saying that I shouldn't have gotten married or that I need to move back home with them. Now it would be easier for me to move back home because I am more comfortable there and could be more of a wife instead of competing with my husband's grandmother (who is like his mother) and his real mother, who lives here as well with her husband. I don't cook much here and there is really no haven for me or my husband to go and spend time apart from each other. We are left sitting and looking in each other's face all day unless he is upstairs talking to his family for hours, which he claims to hate to do.
I have prayed for some solution and I am expecting something great and wonderous to happen for us, but saints I am tired. I am tired of things going wrong in my life. We have seriously hit the lowest points of our lives...and its hard to keep the faith when you don't see anything moving...but I am trying...
Thanks for listening, reading and praying..I feel better already!
I know tough times are, well, tough. When you're going through it, most advice doesn't sound good or helpful. You just want the discomfort alleviated now! 
