Ok Ok I am going to be obediant..

[GodsPromises]

Ok this is the story. I have been praying for the longest time for God to reveal to me what my minister is. I know it was a women's ministry for the simple fact that I had been though so much and I knew that it was a reason for all of my trails. So anyways, I had been praying and praying.

In the meantime my son started with this afrian dance/drum company that an councilman had started 20 years ago and as always the kids just geared to me. I am one of those people that believe that it takes a village to raise a child. I don't take any nonsense from them but I love them anyways.

So this week as I was in my pray/praise closet ( my shower) the Lord said this is your ministry. I'm like huh. He said the young ladies in this group is your ministry. You can be that mother/big sister that they need. Now this is the whole thing. I DON'T EVEN LIKE CHILDREN . I am the first to say that the youth ministry is not my calling and what is my calling - YOUNG LADIES MINSTRY. I know that these young ladies need that time to themselves that they can talk and be free and have that ear to listen. I also realized that all of my son's friends gear to me and I have about 10 children that calls me mom so I was being prepared for this. The lLord showed me that it's not the grown woman that I need to tell my story to but the young women before they go though all that I have gone though.

Of course doubt starting going though my mind. Last night at practice I talked to the councilmen and he was like that is a great idea. I also talked to one of the young ladies and she is really excited. Now I have to wait on the Lord to show me how to fund this project and where to go from there. I am thinking that we will go out once a month ( skating, bowling, dinner, movie, shopping, etc) and just relax without the guys being there all in the business. Where we live there isn't a lot to do but I know that this will work and branch out.

Just keep me in prayer.

Oh and Big Sis Simmie, remember you said that I was being pushed well here it is and Lord knows what else to come.

 

[Shimmie]

Ok this is the story. I have been praying for the longest time for God to reveal to me what my minister is. I know it was a women's ministry for the simple fact that I had been though so much and I knew that it was a reason for all of my trails. So anyways, I had been praying and praying.

In the meantime my son started with this afrian dance/drum company that an councilman had started 20 years ago and as always the kids just geared to me. I am one of those people that believe that it takes a village to raise a child. I don't take any nonsense from them but I love them anyways.

So this week as I was in my pray/praise closet ( my shower) the Lord said this is your ministry. I'm like huh. He said the young ladies in this group is your ministry. You can be that mother/big sister that they need. Now this is the whole thing. I DON'T EVEN LIKE CHILDREN . I am the first to say that the youth ministry is not my calling and what is my calling - YOUNG LADIES MINSTRY. I know that these young ladies need that time to themselves that they can talk and be free and have that ear to listen. I also realized that all of my son's friends gear to me and I have about 10 children that calls me mom so I was being prepared for this. The lLord showed me that it's not the grown woman that I need to tell my story to but the young women before they go though all that I have gone though.

Of course doubt starting going though my mind. Last night at practice I talked to the councilmen and he was like that is a great idea. I also talked to one of the young ladies and she is really excited. Now I have to wait on the Lord to show me how to fund this project and where to go from there. I am thinking that we will go out once a month ( skating, bowling, dinner, movie, shopping, etc) and just relax without the guys being there all in the business. Where we live there isn't a lot to do but I know that this will work and branch out.

Just keep me in prayer.

Oh and Big Sis Simmie, remember you said that I was being pushed well here it is and Lord knows what else to come.

Oh no you didn't call me out...
How's my girl? I missed you for a few days.

Dont you feel relieved? You know this is the answer to a lot more. You're going to see a lot of things fall together in your life; that's what happens when we yield to His call. For guess what? It fulfills His word that says, "He leadeth me in the paths of Righteousness for His namesake." (Psalm 23).

That's also the reason why the enemy was fighting you so hard. For he knows that once we answer God's call, it fulfills every need in our lives as well as fulfilling God's purpose in our lives and in the lives of those we have been called to. (Did I make sense in the way I worded that?... ).

In other words, this is your breakthrough. And by the guidance of the Holy Spirit, you did it all by yourself, no one 'told' you; God only used me to confirm what He had already spoken to you about. He uses each of us.

Rachel, you have a word in you for each of these girls lives. It was planted in your 'belly', watered and nurtured by the Holy Spirit since the day you accepted Jesus as your Lord and Savior.

And though I was not there at the time you accepted Jesus, I can hear what you spoke from your heart to Him. You said, "Lord, "I'm yours. Use me to do your will. I promise to follow you and obey. Lord, I'm yours."

Rachel, you left a job to serve Him more; you gave up many friends and family members who would have held you captive in a life that you no longer chose to live. You gave your heart to a wife to a man that you would have never done so prior. You chose to stay with 'God's man." Each day, you kept your promise..."Lord, I'm yours."

Yes, you walked through the Valley of the Shadow of Death, and many a death did you experience. But it was the shedding of the old skin...the old life and the old and tattered garments that you were once in. And God renewed each cell and sinew, every vessel and artery, for a new heart He had given you...all because of the words you spoke, that melted His heart, "Lord, I'm yours."

He knew the fire you'd have to endure; for the enemy was coming after you for sure. To steal you back, no way. For you were with our Lord Jesus to stay. But to make you weary, troubled and in despair; he wanted you to think, that Jesus didn't care. But you spoke three firey words, that disspelled hell's fury, no longer was satan your judge and jury. You stood on your promise, "Lord, I'm yours".

Angel, you passed the test. You never wavered; you gave God your best. And now there's no stopping what God wants to do. He's keeping each and every promise that He's given to you...and much, much, more.

Rachel, look up, precious one. Baby, look up. See the Heavens smiling down upon you. For all of Heaven has been protecting and watching you, through every single trial; every tribulation, every firey dart, every arrow, every bullet, which have proven null and void...utterly destroyed.

Here you will see every storehouse in Heaven being poured upon you. Rachel, 'Speak It' and it shall be. Speak provision that you wish to see. Speak it, for as the centurian told Jesus, 'Just speak the word only, and my daughter shall be healed..."

And with you, so it shall be." Rachel, just 'Speak it' and so it shall be. No matter what or where the need appears...'Speak it, Rachel, Speak it...and God's provision shall be seen. For you have allowed God to prove what you promised Him, "Lord, I'm yours."

From this moment on, you are never to doubt God's provision, 'Speak it." For it has all be paid in full.

Hear the word of the Lord, Babygirl.

Hear the word of the Lord. Amen.