fifi134
Well-Known Member
Lately, I've just been feeling extremely complacent in my walk with the Lord. I desire to follow Him completely, and to put my faith in Him, yet I do not know what is holding me back.
I've tried consecration, fasting but nothing seems to work because of my own fault. I know I lack discipline, and that is something I've brought up with the Lord in prayer. Yet despite this, I always end back at square one. Perhaps I am too impatient in waiting out to see results?
I know the only way for things to get better is for me to pour out my heart to God and tell Him these things, but guilt is constantly stopping me.
I know God is faithful and just to forgive, and that nothing can separate me from His love, but I still struggle with coming before His presence.
Maybe it's pride? I don't know. All I know is that I want to get right with God, and FOR REAL this time.
Please pray for me if you will, that God will teach me what it means to truly pick up my cross. It's also fine if anyone wants to PM me too, I just need my Christian sisters and/or brothers to help me.
Thank you!
I've tried consecration, fasting but nothing seems to work because of my own fault. I know I lack discipline, and that is something I've brought up with the Lord in prayer. Yet despite this, I always end back at square one. Perhaps I am too impatient in waiting out to see results?
I know the only way for things to get better is for me to pour out my heart to God and tell Him these things, but guilt is constantly stopping me.
I know God is faithful and just to forgive, and that nothing can separate me from His love, but I still struggle with coming before His presence.
Maybe it's pride? I don't know. All I know is that I want to get right with God, and FOR REAL this time.
Please pray for me if you will, that God will teach me what it means to truly pick up my cross. It's also fine if anyone wants to PM me too, I just need my Christian sisters and/or brothers to help me.
Thank you!