I remember the first family event that I attended after I had been saved...a little over a year. It was Thanksgiving dinner. I didn't realize the change in me, but my family did. My biggest opposer was my sister. I was no longer doing the things that we used to agree to.
And yet, I could not go back to that former life. Everyone knew that I had changed and they knew it was a difference that could not be touched. We drifted apart from each other. Not on purpose, it just happened that way. But in that time, I grew. And I grew and I grew more and more in the love of Jesus. For it was His love that had taken over my heart and my life and I just didn't want anything else unless it was with and about Him.
As we grow, we shed off the old skin and grow new skin, but also new growth is happening within. Nothing stays the same. And we do not want it too...least we die. We die when we cease to grow. Anyone that hinders our growth is killing us. It's death to who we are and what God has called us to. I'm glad for the ones who left my life; I'm glad for the ones who hated me and chose to leave me. I'm glad for those I chose to leave...for they were not condusive to my well being.
I love this word in Psalm 109... "...for my love they hated me...but I gave myself unto prayer."
For the ones I had to give up: The one scripture that God gave me and it kept me for all the years to come:
Mark 10:
27 And Jesus looking upon them saith, With men it is impossible, but not with God: for with God all things are possible.
28 Then Peter began to say unto him, Lo, we have left all, and have followed thee.
29 And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's,
30 But he shall receive an HUNDREDFOLD now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life.
31 But many that are first shall be last; and the last first.
No one can tell me anything else. This is why I don't sweat who loves me or hates me. Who approves or disapproves. Who understands or chooses not to understand. In my heart, God is first and foremost in whatever I do. For for doing so, I have been blessed by Him...not man.
In all my 25 years of Jesus...I've lost nothing, but gained much.