Trust that you will just know what to do...give your body more credit..it can surprise you with what just comes naturally, instinctual. This may be tmi, but I was a virgin when I got married....and didnt kiss my husband until wedding day. That first kiss in the church was awkward lol but um let's just say dh(who was not a virgin btw) by the end of honeymoon was like if we didn't have so much trouble changing me into a non virgin lol I wouldnt have believed this was your first time.... everything else came naturally and I didn't have to learn it from anyone. When you're in love, its so easy and you do what feels right.