virgo_chinwe
Well-Known Member
compromise? I was reading a recent post by another LHCF member who is 25 and has not been a real serious relationship as of yet. Several of the questions that were posed to her were in regards to "how soon do you give up the cookie"? and questions of that nature. Another comment was stated that you don't want to give it up too soon but you don't want to make them wait too long either???
So I guess my question is do you find yourself compromising with sex? When is it too soon to have sex? Do you have sex even though you are not ready to see where things will go? Is a good sex a determinant if you even want to entertain a relationship? It's almost virtually impossible to find a man who is not going to want sex after so long. heck, a part of me wants it too, but I can honestly be completely satisfied with making out and fondling until I am ready for that. But it honestly, ends up being a recipe for disaster for me b/c it can never stay within that realm of just first base...because he either gets frustrated with that stage and wants more and I am not ready for that.
I am kinda struggling with the power of sex in my life. I too will be approaching my mid 20's and I still don't think I have found the proper balance between sex as tool of power, satisfaction and love. Honestly, the stress of it all not to mention the many stds out there make sex even more frightening to me.
I have dated here and there and I had my official bf when I was 21...(huge mistake was a platonic friend that was a rebound from a relationship that was just exclusive). And the common thread between all of the men I dated or maintained some relationship is that I didn't want to give it up too fast or at all.
I am definitely not the most spiritual person in the world, but there is still a fear in me that makes me feel guilty for wanting to indulge in that sexual part of me. Sometimes, I envy some of my gfs that can have meaningless sex with men and dump them like a bad habit. (I know I can't do this....i get too emotionally attached...I consider sex to be a meaningful experience...but I definitely have my moments where I want to have sex with abandon). On the other hand, I have friends that are older than me and still virgins. I feel like I am in a cross roads between the two fixtures.
I have talked to some of my male friends about it....and one (my ex) stated ---(we dated for like 3 months...nothing sexual happened..) Unfortunately, most guys are not willing to wait. If there is someone else who is willing to give it up and still provide the potentiality of a relationship---why wait? And just b/c a woman wants to give it up doesn't make her easy...it's just what she wants out of a relationship..and I understand this. Another one of my male friends (much older than me) stated that..I may be giving the impression that by withholding my goods for such long periods of time that is all I have to offer? I didn't really understand that...but ok. I take all this with a grain of salt.
To be honest, I think I am scared to accept myself as a sexual being..more than likely b/c I am scared of getting hurt, or sex ruining the dimension of our relationship...or maybe I find out that is all he was after all along.
So I guess my question is do you find yourself compromising with sex? When is it too soon to have sex? Do you have sex even though you are not ready to see where things will go? Is a good sex a determinant if you even want to entertain a relationship? It's almost virtually impossible to find a man who is not going to want sex after so long. heck, a part of me wants it too, but I can honestly be completely satisfied with making out and fondling until I am ready for that. But it honestly, ends up being a recipe for disaster for me b/c it can never stay within that realm of just first base...because he either gets frustrated with that stage and wants more and I am not ready for that.
I am kinda struggling with the power of sex in my life. I too will be approaching my mid 20's and I still don't think I have found the proper balance between sex as tool of power, satisfaction and love. Honestly, the stress of it all not to mention the many stds out there make sex even more frightening to me.
I have dated here and there and I had my official bf when I was 21...(huge mistake was a platonic friend that was a rebound from a relationship that was just exclusive). And the common thread between all of the men I dated or maintained some relationship is that I didn't want to give it up too fast or at all.
I am definitely not the most spiritual person in the world, but there is still a fear in me that makes me feel guilty for wanting to indulge in that sexual part of me. Sometimes, I envy some of my gfs that can have meaningless sex with men and dump them like a bad habit. (I know I can't do this....i get too emotionally attached...I consider sex to be a meaningful experience...but I definitely have my moments where I want to have sex with abandon). On the other hand, I have friends that are older than me and still virgins. I feel like I am in a cross roads between the two fixtures.
I have talked to some of my male friends about it....and one (my ex) stated ---(we dated for like 3 months...nothing sexual happened..) Unfortunately, most guys are not willing to wait. If there is someone else who is willing to give it up and still provide the potentiality of a relationship---why wait? And just b/c a woman wants to give it up doesn't make her easy...it's just what she wants out of a relationship..and I understand this. Another one of my male friends (much older than me) stated that..I may be giving the impression that by withholding my goods for such long periods of time that is all I have to offer? I didn't really understand that...but ok. I take all this with a grain of salt.
To be honest, I think I am scared to accept myself as a sexual being..more than likely b/c I am scared of getting hurt, or sex ruining the dimension of our relationship...or maybe I find out that is all he was after all along.