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here.... but i'm not here
btw, this had been retyped to my friend.
This was on my list of, what I found out today's too.
That there is supposed to be another terroist attack on June. 6, and taht corralates with the evil number.
You should of saw my face, I was so horrified for the longest time, and it's Art class, you're supposed to be all free you know?
But it's like I feel like I'm not close with God at all. It wasn't the same when I was a little girl. And everything is just going wrong in my life. My aunt pratically hates me for things that I didn't do. And school, and people in genaral just stress me out. People goes, "Oh that's life" but it's deeper than that for me. It's almsot like everything is wrong for a purpose.
I had a dream not too long ago. And it was in like an infomercial type of way, but it was like the end of the world I think. Like there was ice. Like the movie "The Day after tommorow", but then it was like I saw some type of animal or beast of something shooting fire. It was like really graphic-ish. . . When I was little I used to have nightmares about once talking to some invisible person, because when I would see my family members is was like they wren't themselves. Like my aunt doesn't have gold teeth, she did. I don' t know, I was eight or something. But it was like I saw the bad person. .(devil) I HATEE saying that, so if I relate to that again, it'll be evil person or something like that. . . but it scares me, because it's like I feel like I do something right. Now honestly I"m a lazy person, and I don't pray on my knees but I do pray in bed. I got that from my grandma, because when I was little I prayed with her. Whenever I spend thte night with her (which isn't often) I pray with her. So the not getting on my knees. . .that was her, sicne she's handicap.
But wow, that's alot. But can you pray for me? Because I feel like I'm not close with God as I could be, but I know that he's there for me. And like right now in my heart I feel something. Maybe that's Him
or teh holy spirit.
This was on my list of, what I found out today's too.
That there is supposed to be another terroist attack on June. 6, and taht corralates with the evil number.
You should of saw my face, I was so horrified for the longest time, and it's Art class, you're supposed to be all free you know?
But it's like I feel like I'm not close with God at all. It wasn't the same when I was a little girl. And everything is just going wrong in my life. My aunt pratically hates me for things that I didn't do. And school, and people in genaral just stress me out. People goes, "Oh that's life" but it's deeper than that for me. It's almsot like everything is wrong for a purpose.
I had a dream not too long ago. And it was in like an infomercial type of way, but it was like the end of the world I think. Like there was ice. Like the movie "The Day after tommorow", but then it was like I saw some type of animal or beast of something shooting fire. It was like really graphic-ish. . . When I was little I used to have nightmares about once talking to some invisible person, because when I would see my family members is was like they wren't themselves. Like my aunt doesn't have gold teeth, she did. I don' t know, I was eight or something. But it was like I saw the bad person. .(devil) I HATEE saying that, so if I relate to that again, it'll be evil person or something like that. . . but it scares me, because it's like I feel like I do something right. Now honestly I"m a lazy person, and I don't pray on my knees but I do pray in bed. I got that from my grandma, because when I was little I prayed with her. Whenever I spend thte night with her (which isn't often) I pray with her. So the not getting on my knees. . .that was her, sicne she's handicap.
But wow, that's alot. But can you pray for me? Because I feel like I'm not close with God as I could be, but I know that he's there for me. And like right now in my heart I feel something. Maybe that's Him
or teh holy spirit.
